Downthememorylane

pictures

2009-11-15T18:24:00.005+08:00

4A BBQ @MDM HIDAYAH'S CONDO 181009

Nike Human Race 241009

Utt! Many, many people were bugging him for a snapshot. Haha.

Commendation Day 301009

Grandma's Birthday Celebration 301009

Coolest Grandmother ever!

PEEDOUBLEYOU

I TAKE BACK MY WORDS

2009-10-11T17:36:00.004+08:00

I'D LIE MORE THAN A MILLION TIMES AND NOT FEEL BAD AT ALL

+ i shall not swear here

wreck

2009-07-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

+ wanying + yiern :)

my new blog is my best friend.

2009-07-06T00:17:00.002+08:00

i think i won't be blogging here anymore

we're slow dancing in a burning room

2009-06-21T00:08:00.007+08:00

i personally think it's such a twit song BUT! the guy like quite hensum (^.^)

"if there is anything that scares me the most, it is that feeling you get when you're at your lowest point. when you're there, at the bottom of your universe, fighting off the seemingly unending darkness bit by bit.. and you've been brave. you've tried to be strong.

but even as you trudge along, and peel off the multiple layers of emptiness and loneliness that litter your sky, you realise that no matter how long you've been working at it, the end still remains nowhere in sight and the cracks in the darkness are still far too minuscule to even make a difference.

and that's about the time i give up trying, every single time. because a glimmer of hope.. is exactly that. a glimmer. and it isn't enough to save me (or you)."

sick of it.

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i just facebooked and saw quite some photos it makes me miss the people alot i almost cried haha i miss you guys. seriously. ):

science centre

2009-06-10T19:33:00.001+08:00

hadn't been there in so long :

i officially missed the dateline for chemistry online test. anymore?
i shall say, i completed it but the system refuses to let me submit my answers haha okeh this can't go on, shouldn't go on, mustn't go on. i must start on my revision and homework! starting from right after i publish post.

hahahaha i suddenly received so many emails from Fb at 7:22PM i thought my account got hacked. i'm still a noob at it; don't know how to add people, don't know how to tag people. never bothered doing so anyways. i play crazytaxi haha lame...

I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, a little more every day.

:)

shoot me

2009-06-07T22:50:00.003+08:00

without you, i live it up a little more everyday
without you, i’m seeing myself so differently
i didn’t wanna believe it then
but it all worked out in the end
when i watched you walk away, well i never thought i'd say
i’m fine without you

i am so damn x infinity bored i've been wasting my time away. i did nothing, absolutely nothing, study-wise. if this persists i'd be dead, study-wise. people in my class are f studious i swear... or is it anglican people are just this laid-back bunch of procrastinators. ha ha. damn i don't want to go science centre from 8-5! ): i don't want trainings to be in the morning! ): i want to sleep! nvm crazytaxi shall keep me company. i'm mad, chenyin said so. o by the way, my phone is fine already.

good times, bad times

2009-05-24T12:54:00.006+08:00

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that’s left your eyes
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

mid-year examinations just ended on friday and GPP is due on monday, where's my life?

okay whatever, i'm going to escape theme park. :D
and i'm getting my iPod Touch during the holidays (unless the parents go back on their words) i'm so excited i want it in gorgeous red cover skin!

P.S. my phone hasn't been working since.. the commence of my exams. i can't send out a single text message nor can i receive any message from anyone. anything plz call me instead!
P.S.S. i miss my friends plz date me out soon!

seventeenth march 09

2009-03-18T16:00:00.022+08:00

it's like one step forward and two steps back

2009-03-15T15:09:00.007+08:00

even though i wasn't at home watching, still i was ecstatic.

a moment ago i actually forgotten i had a blog.......
feels like time's never enough for me. but at least life's been pretty good. :)

cause i just learnt how to take screenshots hahahaha

2009-01-23T01:20:00.004+08:00

seventeenth january

2009-01-18T02:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY LIM WEIJUN

PRPS 5B'03 WITH MDM YEO
explains why shanna fangying & i are not in piccha and by the way edmund's face cracks me up LOL

i'm sad that i can't stay over at Rachel's although my parents say "cab back at 3am" but hello it's at yishun and i've been spending money like nobody's business just to make myself feel better haha what an excuse but yeah
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comme ci comme ca = com si com ca = kong xi kong sa = 0403
hahahahaha funnyshit creds to Gerard we can now link french and hokkien together hahahah best.

anyway, so many people are going to SA.
&& i didn't know my essay is in Falcon 08's until friends told me yesterday like laughoutloud that came as a surprise but on the other hand, me failed higher chinese -thumbs up. i still find it hard to believe man though at that point in time we all just laughed cause like quite many people failed. but honestly my cheena isn't all that bad what i can speak fluent chinese k daaaamn you markers.

BUT
"Just because that's the way it is, doesn't mean that's the way it should be"
i swear it was so effing comforting. :)

i need to remind myself that Fang Jia Jie owes me that particular adidas bag from LA yessss 2 more mths

:)

today is happy birthday JayChou!

je suis tres contents

2009-01-11T02:59:00.001+08:00

I rotted at home today ahhhhhhh
I can't wait for tomorrow/ later when I'm gonna have my share of fun before monday comes but i've to be home by midnight to catch manutd vs chelsea match you know when they meet it's never just 'bout.. kicking a ball

I love Liverpool
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anywayyyyy,
je suis tres contents haha! it's read as jer sui treh contong though
& it means i am very happy
Hello 91% ha ha ha ha ha you are the best thanks ah take care of your head!!!!!!

such a softer sin

2009-01-06T17:49:00.010+08:00

there's so much i want to say, but..
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happy new year anyway. '08 had been a roller-coaster ride of a year and it really just whizzed past thanks to O's. but again it had been such a happening one i never looked forward to embracing the new year like so soon. no reflections/resolutions here, all's etched in the depths of my heart already ha ha well anyhow, in this new year, i hope that people don't come and go as they please. i'm gonna live up to my promise too ha ha

right so i'm glad to have today dedicated to me myself & i @ home. there was like a marathon of activities ever since 4d3n class chalet. nah, ever since December actually.. and there's french tomorrow. recaps later

on a side note - i only just realised that our bus/train fares are no longer of student's prices. and i do not have the habit of tapping my card each time i alight from buses so can you imagine how much $ i've donated to SBS transit? so that day i deliberately dropped in 11 5cents hahahahah i think the driver wanted to slap me la.

& i believe most of you should have already heard 'bout the closure of cafe cartel @ raffles city right
smart ah still have people come hint and pretend ask me how's work ahem
cheers to us the jobless kids all over again. andrea and i barely worked for 2 months plz ha ha but apparently there's a story behind how we got hired. so i shouldn't be complaining la it's like... what's that emo phrase again?
don't cry because it's over smile because it happened
HAHAHHAHA frigging gay

HEINEKEN HIGH CARTEL GANG
funny ah gerard ( got your name already, 2 Rs only haha! ) he said our school canteen offers free flow of heineken. best la haha

i shall recall as much as i remember
4d3n class chalet - andrea & i took cartel's transport for the first time into aloha loyang. that night was quite an eye-opener for us haha! night cycling, bbq, ddr, kbox, talked to black on two of the nights till we both fell asleep. friend messaged me that Liverpool trashed Newcastle, 5-1 darn happy. checked out on the 4th day and had subway, then i had work at night. everywhere i went i saw Gerrard on the headlines. primary school gathering the next day, had dinner and went balling with felicia & chongrui in the night.

following day was new year's eve. i worked in the night and 13 of them came to dine!!!! i think i was abit rude to T they were like vivien too cool alr tmr no need to work liao haha but i couldn't help it when she kept bossing me around right. anyhow that was the night 2 of my colleagues secretly told me 'bout the sad news and i was really damn sian like superrrrrrr cause that meant that it was my last day working at rccc. which was also why i didn't join the rest at CQ for countdown but stayed at cartel instead. thanks for being so understanding, friends! even though i didn't tell you guys the reason then. i got to see fireworks right outside cartel it was so pretty. but, the company was different this year. jonathan came to look for me and we talked for awhile before i joined my cartel friends. i drank some vodka alcohol cause they told me it was ribena ahem. listened to gerard and yk tc like mad before taking cartel's transport home.

:D

mango madness! it's FOC

andrea and i pigged out haha extra scoops of ice cream for us

new year was well-spent with my family, and i went to kbox with felicia & chongrui the next day. teoheng and katong chicken rice with chenyin & chinyee ( sian that ziyun couldn't make it ) the following day. best ah i went to sing K thrice in this week. had to rush over to cartel in the night to tc with gerard yk and wenlue cause they kept emphasizing on "last day already" ha ha waited for andrea to knock off and we ate. aren treated us to urban bread pudding haha! shopped with black the morning after before meeting andrea to have lunch at cartel but we ended up getting free meals. last gathering before rccc's official closure. katong and parkway with sc the next day before we all left for shanna's huge house where i slept for an hour cause my eyes felt like they weighed a tonne.

my summary very nice right haha well, you know it's for memory's sake.

someone lied that my hoodie is from Topman ah

i think this is too funny cause it's candid!

meixuan! who couldn't join us cause she was working at parkway

wa M18 please. shanna and i were guessing if this was fang or edmund haha!

last meal @ rccc. the chefs gave us the cheddar fries for fweeee

this is madness. we only just finished our meal and they served us all of the above for free haha! bloated man

senior huiling! she's the first person we knew @ cartel. i like her a lot!

majidah! when she told me she was 16 too i was surprised. we click really well!

justin! nice guy, though i only worked with him once.

right, i shall just click on publish post now.
till then, goodbye

HEINEKEN HIGH HAHAHA

2009-01-05T01:32:00.004+08:00

two zero zero nine

2009-01-01T14:45:00.005+08:00

this new year's eve is one that i will remember for life

here is where the mixed emotions come in; the end of a chapter that went well, the beginning of the uncertainty of what lies ahead ( which i can't quite bother about yet though ), the grief of leaving a certain place that's ceasing to exist and the acknowledgement that time is passing too quickly for its own good

i don't care if you find this cliche or absurd, i believe there's some legitimacy to my feelings
if you really do know what i'm referring to that is

2009-01-01T12:26:00.000+08:00

could this be out of line/ to say you're the only one breaking me down like this

2008-12-26T00:42:00.034+08:00

i think the days are passing by a little too quickly and i kind of do not want the new year to come in like a blink of an eye you know
i want to be sixteen foreverrrrrrrrr

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past days:
catch-up sessions, donuts, twilight, lunch @ cartel, selling of uniform @ SAC, birthday parties preparations, french!, coincidentally meeting both secondary and primary school teachers in cartel on the same night!, strudels, TREATSSS, birthday surprise I!, treasure hunt, MORE OF WORK!, suki sushi @ cineleisure - beats sakae hands down!!!!! i'm never returning to sakae anymore, ANGEL-MORTAL, weijun's!, x'mas eve with my family, merry christmas, superrr fattening supperrrr, 3hrs of sleep, SPRAINED NECK):, birthday surprise II!, brownie, presents, christmas lunch @ cartel, shopping, LIVERPOOL, bus 518 to explore the west side of pasir ris that i hadn't been to before!, haagen dazz, ..........LIFE'S GOOD.

next up:
4d3n class chalet!!!!!!!, and cartel on two evenings together with andrea seet!

LOL

23RD DEC - SUSHIiiIi C XoXO
minus fang who went off for work and mx who is not in town!
& i suspect weijun's gay
spot the similarity between this and the previous post's haha!

it actually reads "for V and A LOL"
from huiling&wanling! the wings are from alex!

21ST DEC - HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONNA

BEZZ. :D

ella ella eh eh. there are videos okay! HAHA

the kids all went "eeeeeee"
not kidding!

25TH DEC - HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERLE /
MERRY CHRISTMAS

we were kidnappers trying to tie her up while she was still asleep
smart girl struggled for abit before saying "you all siao ah"

the (v pretty n tasty) brownie our dear kcj baked!

brown &&&&& PURPLE!

the blacks are the coolest. :D

PERLE! :D! :D!

raymond for no reason treated andrea&i to the drinks!
just the other day i got treated to my favourite cookie&cream milkshake too
& blueberry cheesecake & cranberry peach ice blend & oreo frappe on other days haha
&& cartel people call us the siamese twins haha HA and work is so-much-fun it really doesn't matter that i do not earn thaaaaaaaat much monehhh

my strawberry cheesecake/ mango sorbet/ cookie&cream ice cream with brownie along with caramel topping!
but. cost more than 20 buckaroos. ):

i miss chiangrai
and
starbucks days @ theairport

and
balling

but. BUT. buts. sigh.

anyway i think i became so fair already. i want my copper coloured tan back. and i don't think i'm gonna dye my hair black since it looks natural now like all of them say. that also means i can save $$. yay
&& i wish my hair stopped growing

...will be back on the 29th, ciao.

can you take what you need, but take less than you give

2008-12-15T01:45:00.006+08:00

work has been cool. pretty happening and interesting that andrea and I had so much to fill each other in everyday haha! if you are my friend, you should know why. but that is if you bothered asking of course. && thursday night shift with yeo huiling was especially fun!

SushiClique ( minus cousin&meixuan ) came on my first day of work! ko chaijia and shanna lim dropped by too but Set A was already sold out ha ha ha. we went to find my cousin who's working at MrsFields after I knocked off and we met zhang wenxin who helped us take this photo! then left for WS where liangkai suggested that we develop the photo so we did and it's in all our wallets now hahhahah. Ehub next where we wanted to catch a movie but there wasn't any movie that all 6 of us haven't watched yet so Edmund's house it was!

LOL @ edmund again haha!
played heart attack and laughed like omgly mad took photos like crazy too 'cause why? there's teo liangkai and his cam!!1 you should have seen the photos taken by them at cartel while I was still busy working it's damnit hilarious ha ha actually I have it but am so frigging lazy to upload

Edmund's sista was supposed to take a photo of liangkai and I but she ended up capturing herself instead LOL

& I met up with tan chenyin and jonathan tan before work on thursday!! because jon insisted that we 3 meet up before he leaves on a jet plane the next morning. that boy is so gonna suffer from serious jet lag when he comes back.. we were still talking at 5 in the morning yesterday but it was just 10pm in Germany then I think maybe I belong there. hahahahha.

missed the whole of Liverpool's match on sat night due to work! shili messaged me to say they drawed, 2 -2. and we were actually losing 0 -2 then!! both goals by captain Gerrard omg how long had I not mentioned his name? oh yes you know there was a Gerrard look-alike who came to dine at cartel the other night? he talked to and smiled at me I damn happy la so handsum blue iris somemore. miss world is from Russia see I've always said Russians are hotstuff.. sorry where was I? oh yes Liverpool. shit always happens when I do not watch their match la plz.. I promise to be there the next time haha!

but but
Chelsea drawed with WestHam!!!!11 like just only.
I'm high. cool right all the top 4 drawed this weekend.

[̲̅3̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] 'Fionna the rusty halo says:
aye we went to look fr u at cartel tdy
but e person told us u nt thr
anyway e person told us everyday also alot of ppl go look for u guys
really ah?

hahahahhah so touching right. I didn't know!

LOL AT EDMUND TAN CHUN YANG

2008-12-08T00:32:00.006+08:00

EDMUND four sided mind says
is cafe cartel
a hotel?
coffee house?

vivien 날 믿어 봐요. 영원히. says
LOL IT'S NOT A HOTEL

EDMUND four sided mind says
then how we eat??
no food

vivien 날 믿어 봐요. 영원히. says
have la it's like a restaurant

EDMUND four sided mind says
okok good
we can get some discounts too

vivien 날 믿어 봐요. 영원히. says
dont want la we dont go my outlet, we go another outlet one k
we go marina square
msquare has many restaurants
that day we go there then decide!!

EDMUND four sided mind says
wah mj ask me plan
like that cannot
must decide one leh pls!!!

vivien 날 믿어 봐요. 영원히. says
OK OK
msquare basement
either changing appetites or cafe cartel
set?

EDMUND four sided mind says
OK
although i both oso dunno where and wad
but can la!
i act like i know alot
lol
so i bring them walk walk first
ur work done we ring u aye

vivien 날 믿어 봐요. 영원히. says
YOU DAMN FUNNY PLZ
IS IT A HOTEL
NO FOOD HOW TO EAT
HAHAHAHAHA

EDMUND four sided mind says
dun luff la i street dumb de kay

∞ BC shanna we're tumbling down! says:
next time me and vivien sim bring you round lah
LOL

EDMUND four sided mind says:
lol i dun mind!
i wan to know more bout jalan jalan too!
=)

∞ BC shanna we're tumbling down! says:
LOL!!!!!
CAFE HOTEL ^^

vivien 날 믿어 봐요. 영원히. says
CAFE HOTEL ^^

EDMUND four sided mind says:
LOL
i am the leader dun luff at me hor
wad hotel
it is a coffee hse la
>< !!

∞ BC shanna we're tumbling down! says:
HOWCOMEYOUARETHELEADER
HAHAHAHA WTH

vivien 날 믿어 봐요. 영원히. says
WHO SAYS YOU LEADER!!!!!
LOL
K LA HE LEADER
HE KNOWS ALOT OF PLACES HE LEADER

∞ BC shanna we're tumbling down! says:
YAH HE KNOWS CAFE HOTEL
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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HAHAHAHA
Edmund the number 1 mountain tortoise

Life was just a word that we went through unrehearsed

2008-12-07T20:46:00.010+08:00

watched The Guardian on StarMovie channel for the i-can't-rmb-how-many time already but I still like it v much. still remember my first time watching it in the cinema was on my sista's birthday two years ago and it was coincidentally also the last day of school. and btw it's good not 'cause Ashton Kutcher is hot k... ( though you can't deny he really is )

GUESS WHAT,
Huiling just talked to me online to say she's working at cartel@rafflescity too so that makes us colleagues! speaking 'bout that, work starts on tues for andrea&me but I had to be down with a sore throat and cough when I woke up today.. I'm so sad, have been sucking on logenzes and could barely speak for more than a sentence without it being interupted by coughs. plz let me be well soon, I don't wanto be fired on my first day of work..

had dinner at PuTien yesterday and imo it's 101times nicer than FeiCui and DinTaiFung! and it was quite funny 'cause I remembered applying for a job at PuTien with black (!!) hahahahhhahah idk why but come to think of it now it's damnit funny, us serving at PuTien.

my cousin + sista like me so much i tell you they were fighting to hold my hand ( cause i had another for my phone ) and to sit beside me in the restaurant ha ha ha

she's v pretty right!!

know what
I've quite some kiddoz' photos here with me so I'm gonna post them all don't mind me k

XIAO CHANG JIN(S) LOL

this is my.. (very cute&rich) neighbour

obviously.. I must had said something that got her from pissed (stage 1)

..to pissed (stage 2).
and I only just noticed my cousin's smiling behind LOL

you all want to see my brother right?

LOL

I like this!

To be this close, to feel the same

2008-12-06T23:57:00.016+08:00

Blackburn 1 - 3 Liverpool

I didn't make it in time to catch the first half, but guess what

All the goals were conceded only during the second half.

I'm more than happy

Cheers, we're still top [:

SOFTBALL BBQ

was yesterday and here's what the juniors made for us :

THANKS V M Y'ALL!

most went to play pool after that but we spent most of the time at the arcade and it was tres entertaining kiap-ing ( I can't think of a better term ) soft toys I tell you (!!) we had like more than 10 attempts altogether and I think only xy succeeded and it was also only yesterday that I realised subway closes at only tw12ve and there's still my bus at one I honestly wouldn't mind working OT at ehub since I could even walk home after that ha ha BEZZ.

On account of my transgression, will you welcome this confession?

2008-12-05T01:37:00.008+08:00

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it's 3 in the morning and a fucking gross cockroach had to appear mysteriously in my house like half an hour ago i, totally, freaked. had to wake mumzie up and it was quite funny cause she was at least half as frightened as me too and so we woke daddy up and they did the job while i.. hid in the stallroom. what now, i am so gonna turn in at 10 from tomorrow onwards ha ha i know you know i'm juz kiddin'
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i think i am omfgly in luck because
i am hired - find me at cartel@raffles city!

that was the first news I received when I woke up this.. afternoon. had to be a good day. so I spent the rest of the afternoon watching movies on HBO: The Bachelor, Just Cause and Hairspray which are of genres romance, suspense/thriller and comedy respectively. I liked the second one especially for it had something to do with harvard law professors. and the Little Nyonya show at night reminded me of the other day when grandma went to Bengawan Solo supposedly to get nyonya kueh but it was all sold out.. I'm not surprised. oh and I thought the jap guy ( mr yousuke? my youngest ignorant sista calls him mr yoshinoya -_-" ) in the show is quite good-looking but that's beside the point he got shot dead already anyway ha ha ha

the night is young and so am i

2008-12-04T02:09:00.004+08:00

YOU KNOW PEOPLE HAVE THIS FOR BREAKFAST RIGHT?
I JUST HAD IT FOR SUPPER

'cause you had me in deep with the devil in your eyes

2008-12-03T23:49:00.011+08:00

"It means the Reds failed take full advantage of Chelsea's surprise home defeat against Arsenal in a contest that mirrored the frustration of the 0-0 draw with Fulham nine days earlier."

I loved Arsenal on Sunday! Robin van Persie was the man. although I'm still pretty damn disappointed with the stalemate against the hammers and boy am I thankful I didn't catch the match at 4 in the morning. and albeit we're back on top of the table I can't help but to brood over the fact that it's a mere one frigging point clear. but anyhow it's still a frigging point/still an edge over Chelsea/still top/still yay. right?

and by the way, Portsmouth and Blackburn's gave me thrills. I only caught the highlights the next day and.. it was totally cool. I'm hoping to see something similar when Liverpool takes on Blackburn this weekends. no more of unsatisfying stalemates puhleeze!

ANYONE WANTS TO SPARE ME SONY ERICSSON'S EARPHONES?
because I've spoilt like at least 3 pairs this year and I'm not gonna spend $ on it again. and besides, good earphones aren't cheap.

..hadn't been blogging because I have been out everyday ever since prom. be it scouting for jobs/filling up of tons of forms yet not receiving any calls although yes I rejected an offer (and the only one thus far) or just simply walking around and catching up with the good, old company. it was actually nice even though I haven't stopped complaining about the $ spent on transportation and food. food. and still food.

today was interesting. andrea and I went to ehub for dinner and guess who we met! shanna/isabel/bengan and then juwel/leon appeared behind us and fionna/reuben/yulin+friends were infront queuing for bbt. all within seconds.. wasn't that crazy? anyhow, tomorrow ought to be a me-me day at home. and Friday's bbque!

3 R.O.C.K.S.T.A.R.S + YOU-NAME-IT-YOURSELF HA HA HA

and what? it's already December. but still.. I am excited!

Hasta La Vista, Baby!

2008-12-02T22:26:00.006+08:00

26/11 - AHS PROM 08!
I THOUGHT IT ENDED A LITTLE TOO SOON THOUGH, DIDN'T IT?

2008-11-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

13TH NOV PIG NIG

pretty much sums up my day
except that it got pretty.. wild in the waters.
but eggtreamly fun it was!!
there were all kinds of stuff in it though - glass pieces/ bottles and all the whatnots but what can i say.. it's polluted water anyway.
just think of excretion and your waste products
constructive waves were so strrroong later in the evening that we kept getting crashed in all sorts of manners especially black and i who ended up having cuts on our arms so we but it only got worse.. stood and acted as breakwaters instead so as to reduce impact on the shore HAHA so much of geography/ biology but i still have more - osmosis occurs because salt concentration in the sea is too high thus making you feel thirsty..
then came the high tides but we were in oblivion and that almost costed us our lives was so frigging scary because the rest were building sandcastles (in the air hahaha) but thank goodness it was just a.. few secs of struggle.
still it suxxx bad when your feet can't even feel the ground as you gasp for air HAHA me feels like singing no air now

by the way you see the 5 smileys above doing kallang waves..
it's the 5 of them i'm not in it HAHAHA.

14hrs of sleep i had today but why am i still so sleepy..
airport tomorrow to send kcj/ fionna/ wanying off they're leaving for taiwan
O's is over but i don't exactly feel the thrill
had a craaazzy convo with chenyin tan last night:

vivien A sideways glance says
MEI GUAN XI

Roses by the stairs says
MEI GUAN XI
CHEN GUAN XI HAHAHA
MEI GUAN XI
PLUM EDISON
HAHAHAHA
EDISON PLUM GUAN XI
HAHAHA
PLUMP
OMG FAT
HAHAHAHHA

Roses by the stairs says
chao ko ai, chao ko aiiii~

vivien A sideways glance says
NOSE NOSE

Roses by the stairs says:
WHAT NOSE NOSE
BI BI

vivien A sideways glance says
BI CI BI CI
BI ZI BI ZI
NOSE NOSE
HAHAHAHA

Roses by the stairs says
ok la we go shui jiao k?
not dumpling leh
sleep
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...just an extract there's more horrifying stuff unfortunately
HAHA
have a good night's sleep

2008-11-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat
On my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

-

Triple science paper 1s and I'm done with O's

I've got work in a couple of hours time

Oh, I only just realised today that I actually have the channel on hollywood entertainment news. It's on channel 80.

Why didn't I realise it earlier, an idiot I am
Oh my god less than 4 hrs of sleep and I'll need to wake up for work
Till next time

2008-11-07T14:48:00.000+08:00

Carragher, whose own goal cancelled out Dirk Kuyt's opener, has urged his colleagues to not lose heart and to keep fighting.

"Look how Chelsea have reacted since we beat them and how Manchester United reacted when they lost to us," he told Sky Sports News."

"They've been on a great run since. It's how you come back from your setbacks that counts. This will be a test for us now. "

"If you want to show you're championship contenders it's how you bounce back that matters."

As Stoke showed yesterday, nothing can be taken for granted in the Premier League, and Liverpool must retain focus if their title challenge is to be maintained.

"We have a quality. We have the mentality to win titles but we need to take our chances,"

The Anfield giants passed and retained the ball with ease in treacherous, soggy conditions and were incisive going forward until Carragher's moment of misfortune rattled them.

Benitez added: "To lose a game like this is really disappointing but we don't have to be worried about the performance, the character or the quality of the team."

"I am really disappointed but it was bad luck because everybody could see we were better than them. As a team we were really good but we need to take our chances. That makes the difference in a game like this."

On the contrary

Our magnificent win

"We did not sell Xabi in the summer because the price was not good enough for such a talented player."

“You look at positives and a big one for us was beating United without those two,” explained the Spaniard, “After that game, you could see how much more confidence the players had.”
“Sometimes you can have good players but not a good team. But I believe we have both. You just have to be ready for when you are needed,” said Benitez before concluding, “I have a lot of faith and belief in the others in my squad.”

Just so you know

2008-10-30T09:21:00.000+08:00

Physics was being a bitch today.

CLICK
this blogger is like my idol now la cheerz

Biology on friday - time to go google for:
size of fallopian tube/ glomerulus/ hypothalamus/ .......what's not possible right

super no link but I'm gonna sleep at 8 tonight!

2008-10-27T14:48:00.000+08:00

My lovely Reds

(look at all the sad sad faces in the background)
WE ENDED CHELSEA'S 86-GAME UNBEATEN HOME RECORD
Whoever said Liverpool was going down?
We did it time and time again, this time even without Torres.
I just wanted to laugh at all the chelsea fans yesterday ha ha ha I'm so sorry to you know who you are but
You can't blame me for my arrogance cause it was they who condemned my Reds first hahahahahahahahahah losers :)

Who's sitting at the top of the table (solely, may i add) now? Liverpool.
Who lost their first epl 08/09 match just? Chelsea
I was literally jumping for joy whoooohoooooo.

On a sidenote - I had honestly thought Hull would be like Reading. But they turned out to be not bad ah.
Correction. Not bad could be an understatement cause I just realised Hull currently has the same pts as chelsea.
Who knows Man Utd might even need to compete with Hull for Uefa Cup
I'm rolling on floor laughing already.
-
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And this is to my sista:
Happy birthday Shermaine Sim
In 3 years' time, you will be sitting for your O level paper on your birthday
Isn't that thrilling to hear!!!!
:)

2008-10-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

Don't go away~~~~~
it's better when you're here.

Anywayss i'm damn sianzzz i bet everyone found the past few papers to be easy/manageable yadayada but is that really something to feel happy about no i dont think so it only made me think about the moderation and stuff.. whoohoo 90% for an A1 come on everybody nothing to fear mansss i'm talking nonsense ha ha ha oh and on a side note i now understand why other schools said anglican's papers are bullllll cause O's would never be of such a standard right so true, so true but easy is not gooooood damn.

I should be studying for my only humanity paper tomorrow so yeahzz

2008-10-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

Reality check in 5 days...

A7X in 5 + 4 days...

After so long, I still like Dear God a lot it has the sweetest lyrics ever.

Argh screw O's.

I think Save You is a nice song.

And it will get better, through whatever.

2008-10-06T14:35:00.000+08:00

I'm here to share/flaunt/whatever my joy
Not that anyone needs to be reminded, but I love Liverpool
Seriously, which other clubs can do this.
They fought from 2-0 down in the first half to claim a dramatic 3-2 victory
See how they turned it around to win.
I am so damn impressed with the awesome comeback
You'll never walk alone.

Crouch did a bicycle kick for Portsmouth.
It was so good.
Oh well, ex liverpooler. Expected of such outstanding performance.

Still, I don't like the tie we have with chelsea
Oh, shoo. The top belongs to only us.

Anyway anyway. The girls sprang a surprise for Wanying on her birthday.
Eighteenchefs sucked. Food and staff.
I was really pissed off. wanted to have them had the cream-smeared box that previously contained cake as their doormat.
That aside, it was a nice girls' night out.
Although every group of delinquents we passed by that day seemed to have wanted to beat us up.
I have no idea why.
We sat down nowhere and talked till late enough to catch the last train home.
Happy sweet sixteen to you wanying!
I'm so sorry for taking forever to write in that book of yours.
Please do bring it on Graduationday i promise i'll write at least 5pages.
You know I'm kidding, but just bring okay xx

And, last day of school passed like just any other normal schooling day.
I should have made that my fourth day break from school and went to the airport instead.
I really hated the world that day. Oh well.
OHWELLS. STUDY.

2008-09-28T10:48:00.000+08:00

We're going down,
And you can see it too
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room

The other day, I went for night study at the school library for the first time with Xinling and JiaJie.
And we found out that biscuits and mineral water are supplied (Y)
JJ created quite a scene when he placed stacks of biscuits on our SS textbook and walked back to the table with it
It was definitely hard trying not to laugh in the school library.
And, I have no idea why but we were the only ones who kept taking biscuits while the others would come to our table to help themselves with it ha ha biscuits shall be our dinner for this one last week of lessons in school, save $$!
Will be bringing 3in1 milo powder and mugs to go along with it next week; we are so wise (Y)

This year's love had better last

2008-09-17T14:04:00.000+08:00

I had absolutely no intention to blog because I'm not in the mood to.
But, I just saw something that I feel very strongly towards and have a say in.
You know how funny is it, when people say "fuck off" but you just can't feel that kind of angst or frustration in them?
And then you start to Laugh Out Loud because the person very obviously said that just to act seh. But failed very horribly, apparently.
Nice try though. At least you made me laugh.

And, it's also funny how people whom you barely even know they exist come adding comments for you on Friendster saying "FRIENDS 4 LIFE!!!!!!!!11"
That's one thing I dont like about Friendster.
There are people who seem to be really desperate for friends and so go around adding people whom they dont even know, and then drop a comment to say, "hello, care to intro?"
Exactly that, just not in english, but twitish.
Like why not quit being such suckers but spend your time wisely showing some concern for the people around you instead?
Oh my god something must be really wrong with me today, because I dont usually bother.

Maybe I should continue.
After physics paper yesterday, we went bowling at Ehub, watched Boys Over Flowers, bowled again, then played at the arcade and had dinner at Subway.
Loved bowling. I paired with Xinling and we both had a strike each but the most amazing thing was our spare! It's not easy to have done that when you paired up because that meant having a different momentum, but [[:
Although I was really tired, it was a fun day.

Today, I woke up slightly before 10am (accomplishment, accomplishment!) and had breakfast with my mom and the twins and my mom's friends too.
They commented that my hair was nice, and asked my mom which saloon do I patronize.
Later, I whispered to my mom, "shit ah, aunties' taste"
Okay, that's besides the point
Went to the market next. It's been really long since the last time.
Then, I had nothing better to do so I went to get my fringe trimmed. A wrong move. I look like I have bangs now. How very disgusting.
That's besides the point too.

Met Andrea on the bus next. We were supposed to meet the rest to play ball at a court somewhere near school.
But because Andrea had not had her lunch, and that she could not decide what to get from 85, I very jokingly suggested that we could climb up the chang cheng to get our all-time favourite prawn mee.
We really ended up in school. So as to make the trip more worthwhile, we very conveniently got a ball from the stadium too.
And, because we were waiting for JiaJie, we went to class for Andrea to have her prawn mee first.
Laugh please, we went back to school on a hard to come by marking day. :S

Balled with Andrea Hexian Jerome JiaJie Perle Stefan
And while we were taking a break, they mentioned that Os starts on 2oth Oct! I exclaimed, and also realized that I was the only oblivious one.
Just like how it was Chenyin who made me realize that Os ends on 13th Nov.
But, at least now I know I am not going to forget.
We played soccer after that because the guys wanted to, and only the girls were allowed to score (there obviously was a need for this rule or we no need play alrdy ha ha ha) but still it sucked HAHA. I succccckkkkk.
Very embarrassing when I couldn't put up with my pathetic beyond words leg-coordination anymore so used my hands to ramp the ball into the goalpost instead.

"wah eh gerrard use hands gerrard use hands!"
"dont call me gerrard can, he abit too old"

As much as I love Liverpool, I really do not fancy playing soccer.
That would be the last cca I'd ever consider joining ha ha ha

I didn't forget that the first sentence of this post is "I had absolutely no intention to blog...."

Yeah.

2008-09-16T12:03:00.000+08:00

∞ BC KCJ Together we laugh says:
hello vivien
im so bored now
my hand filled with super glue
vivien A sideways glance says:
Im online?!
lol why am i online?
i am supposed to be appearing offline!
dang la i thought i was appearing offline
∞ BC KCJ Together we laugh says:
why u want to appear offline
;(
why u want to lock ur blog

I must seem like a loner to everyone now la
Ha ha ha

Anyways, Andrea just told me the names for the top 6 pairs of prom kings/queens
I'm happy that both 4A prom queen nominees are in the top 6! [:
And the fact that 5 out of 6 prom queens I voted for are in too ha ha
Actually I'm not supposed to say this before it is announced to the school but no one else is reading this anyway so who cares?
Freedom of speech is damn cool la, seriously

Although I know you won't be able to see this anytime soon until I unlock this blog again, still I want to say,
Be well soon, Beloved! Take care <3

2008-09-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

I was spot-on! Amazing.

CLASH OF THE REDS
LIVERPOOL beats MANUTD, 2-1

Loveliest thing that happened to me ever since I fell sick
CHEERS TO ALL LIVERPOOL FANS! [:

Uh, something caught my attention
"No chance against United
Joe Morrison says forget it Liverpool fans, with Fernando Torres and Steven Gerrard out, Liverpool are no hopers when United come knocking this weekend."
Ha ha ha, right!
Your lips, your ass, should meet

Today is a brilliant day!

2008-09-14T11:48:00.000+08:00

I was taking a nap when I heard quite a raucous roar coming from the next block.
I jerked up, found the clock, and thought "Damn, was that a goal?"
And gut feeling told me that if it was a goal it had to be coming from ManU.
NO WAY RIGHT! Not at Anfield, at least.
Then again, I know Gerrard and Torres are not playing.
So, it means there was this slight possibility that...
Then then again, it was merely less than 5mins into the match!
Even worse, actually

ME: hurry! channel 27, 27! i heard the next block cheer!
DadandMum: like that also can wake you up?!
ME: haha.......

Adrenaline rush; works better than anything else.

I was right
It only took ManUtd 3mins. Very stressed ah.

HAHAHHHHAHA YES A GOAL FROM WES BROWN
Nice one, dude.
I dont care if that was considered an own goal by Van der Sar
As long as it isn't, to me [:
It's a skill, what's their problem?

Anyways, I ended up not going for Leeying's advanced birthday celebration because I am still down with flu and phlegm.
I had fallen really ill the night after Chem paper 2
My temp. hit 38.9 and I was so breathless and uncomfortable that I could not sleep for more than 2hrs before waking up again each time.
I felt like I was slowly drifting away from the world before me. It's that kinda moment when you really wish that you could faint; saves you from the agony.
There were too many pills at home that I didn't know which to take. So I picked my guess and went online at 1am to check on the medication.
It read something like "for fever and muscle aches"
I remember feeling slightly proud of myself.

But still, I woke up again at 4am feeling horrible and finally threw up at 6.
I hate vomiting, which was why I held on till then.
The pain that comes from the compression of your chest as you throw up is almost unbearable.
Made me wonder how do bulimics survive; why do they even CHOOSE to do so?
And then I got so upset that I ignored all smses till night time because I missed engish which is oh my god important, my L1, and especially so when I know better that my hcl ccmi.
The first 'C' stands for Confirmed.

MC for two days at such a wrong time.
It's apparent enough that I could not have done well for the papers.
To hell with every, damned, thing.
I wish I hadn't fallen sick. But, I know it's my own doing so I only have myself to blame. Bad karma, you could say.

Once bitten, twice shy.
I am going to be in the pink of health for O level's sake.

Went home and rested before attending my aunt's wedding dinner.
I am glad I went; it's probably the best one I've been to yet.
I didn't think Marriage could be so blissful until then.
Truth is, I've never wanted to get married.
Commitment is quite a challenge to me.

I am betting that Liverpool beats ManUtd 2:1.
See ya.

2008-09-14T07:45:00.000+08:00

You never said too much, but still you showed the way

CAMP RRROCCCCK
My sister has been going on about how hot Joe Jonas is before she even watched the show.
But I honestly think he's just fine

I watched Aquamarine on Cinemax today
and it said "Love is the closest thing we have to magic"
It actually made more sense after I watched the show than when I first heard it.

I am going to take a nap now although I woke up just a couple of hours ago.
Clash of the Reds later, I hope I wake up in time!

And, this blog post is clearly pointless.

By the way, I've restricted this blog to only 2 other readers ha ha
For the time being, though
Till then.

2008-09-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

And when I don't bother to explain anymore
It's because you no longer matter
[:

WHOO
I am independent!!!
I'm so glad I was never reliant on anything/anyone
You have no idea how it feels soooooooooo damn good to be with just me, myself and I.
Late realization, it is. But Three Days Grace says it's Never Too Late.

HELLO CHENYIN!

THIS IS SO LAUGH-WORTHY HAHAHAHA

Thanks for Friday dearest I will drop by your house more often since you have all my favourite food!!!!!!!!!!!! (you can't blame me for that ah i had not eaten for two nights) HAHA thanks for listening to me rant tooooo thanks your korkor for sending me home at night!!!!!

Anyway the point is I'm very glad we met up [[[[[[[:
I think you forgot to mention who was also at your house when I went right -coughs coughs ha ha

Lots of love

2008-08-31T17:48:00.000+08:00

I am looking suicidal with cuts on my left wrist, hand, and face.
(By the way, I didn't do that myself, like duh)
Thank God I'm tough enough to be still alive to curse you to the deep pits of hell where you truly belong.

But still, you know very well I am never going to forgive you.

2008-08-29T14:33:00.000+08:00

Promise me tomorrow starts with you

I was told that Captain Gerrard went for an operation today and will only be out after two weeks.
Meaning that he will miss both of England's forthcoming World Cup qualifiers.
That's certainly not good news.

On a happier note
Gerrard scored a brilliant goal during the match with Middlesbrough
To emphasize on this point, it was the last minute that he had the ball kicked in.
And, if he hadn't, they would have drawed.
LIVERPOOL beats MIDDLESBROUGH, 2-1
sending Liverpool top of the table. Lovely. [:

Andrea and I caught Love Guru probably two weeks ago.
The movie was utterly stupid that I couldn't make any sense out of it.
And, the thing is, our objective of going to Ehub was not to catch a movie but to grab some bites.
But we very conveniently ended up in the cinema wasting our time that could be wisely spent studying for the amath common test that was on the following day. HAHA.
This is what I call succumbing to lousy temptations; what an oxymoron.

I've always been true
I've waited so long just to come hold you
I'm making it through

It's been far too long
We've proven our love over time's so strong

But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I love this paragraph from Gunslinger best.

I dislike the thing about battery life on laptops.
It doesn't last at all. The battery life was still full approximately half an hour ago. But the battery life is barely there now.
It's left with 1/984787384.876985759V. That's how critically low my battery is. And, I don't like this feeling.
This would mean that I have to walk a distance back to my room to grab the black charger which I have difficulty untangling all the knots since the day my dad purchased the laptop.
Besides this annoying factor, I would still have to take the trouble walking to the damned socket which is another few metres away.
I just wanted to rant; I hardly do so do bear with me if you can.
I will and I shall overcome my laziness.

Os english oral has passed quite some time ago since we were the first class.
I remember myself being inexplicably nervous whilst waiting for my turn to come. And, it was at least a 1.5hr wait before it was my turn. So, most of us fell asleep, and my entry proof had to fly away from me at least thrice. How very irritating, it was.
Speaking about my entry proof makes me feel like an idiot all over again.
I thought I had lost it which meant paying 5bucks to get a new one printed from the GO. However, it was, is, and has been in my file all along.
And, I bring my file to school everyday.

So I was saying, while waiting for my turn to come, I slept.
I have no idea if sleeping meant that my nervousness was evanescent. But when I woke up later, it was as if I had forgotten what the term anxiety meant.
I should be thankful; the incredibly long wait and sleep must have played a part.
I figured that one couldn't possibly be nervous for as long as I had waited or he would have had ended up in the hospital.
And, speaking about hospitals, it dawned on me that I have never fainted before. I really wonder how is it like to faint. Like literally fainting.
Do you get to see your life flash before your eyes?

Overcame my laziness.
This is what my horoscope for today says
"Dive right into your latest obsessions, but try not to lose your grasp on reality"
Like totally true please; I'm amazed. It's to an extent that I could get drifted off to my little fantasy in the midst of doing amath paper 2, just in case you were wondering. Maybe I should quit reading.
I've been indulging too much in books (sorry, no textbooks) by staying up till 2am each day. During such a period we all call Prelims. I sure know how to pick the right time, I know. True love and other lies.
But I can't help it. I'll see how far my GK brings me to, then. :S
:S looks so ugly, but :SsSsSsSsSsSsSsSs so be it.
And, because I don't think I wrote well for my english essays this time round,
:sSsSsSsSsSssSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSssSsSs all the more.
I believe I am very annoying.

Maybe I'll never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretence
All these words that I could never say
I just let them slip away

I'm quite sad that Olympics 2008 has come to an end.
I love the Olympics games and its bustling atmosphere.
Well done, Team Singapore.
Phelps and Lochte; Gorgeousness

I think I haven't mentioned this.
I had like rashes outbreak on my right leg a few days after our 2.4km run. Not really rashes, but the itch was damnit unbearable.
I highly suspect that the rash has got something to do with ECP, though I never knew I had any allergy. But then again, it might not be that.
It was initially just a small spot of red near my ankle, but my constant scratching aggravated it and I began to feel itchy all over.
It was only after 2 weeks that I finally saw the doc, but the pills only made it worse. It spread all the way up to my knees, and my elbows too.
I was so worried thinking that I might have contracted some fatal skin disease or something.
Actually, it sucks enough to have your skin tainted with red spots for forever it seems, even if you are not going to die from it.
Thankfully, it's finally recovering.
But the whole point of this paragraph is that I'm still on the road to recovery even when a month has already passed. A FRIGGING MONTH.
No, I just realized it has been more than a month.
At least I got to skip school, though.

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through

Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know

I was close to tears when I heard these songs over the player.

The day we sent Fuseng off at the airport was a race against time for Xinling and I.
You can't imagine how.
The whole incident would be so cliche if I were to put it down here in words. But even words can't justify anything.
We were literally running all the way from the very moment we alighted from the train to the two long flights of escalator to T1 to the skytrain which had its doors closing right before our eyes to T2 to where everyone else was waiting for us, when it was already the last call for Fs to board the plane.
We just kept running, too afraid to answer our phone calls because we knew better what would be coming from the other line. But we had to try.
As cliche as I said it was, we got to see Fs before he went in, even though he was already 2omins behind time.
That was the most relieving and overwhelming moment; we were hit by the enormity of it that tears started welling up the instance we saw those familiar faces and knew that we made it, even though we had not the slightest intention to cry infront of so many pairs of eyes.

What a ride, I would say.

Pardon the anti-climax line that follows right after this
but Xinling and I left for Kbox after everyone else left.

I am typing so much because I secretly like the sound produced from the keypad.
Still on it.
I find it hard to believe that I've typed this much.
That was not my objective of logging into this page, for sure.
But then again, I completely do not remember what was my objective then.
Don't worry, I have no intention to start recalling it.

I'm finally going to click on the publish post now.
It's not because I had enough of the keypad sound, but because my mom is urging me to hit the bed.
But, I wonder how can I possibly fall asleep now when I took a 5hrs nap in the afternoon
Oh right! I could read my books. To think I almost forgot all about that.
It must be due to the addictive keypad sound.

I shall run along now.
Goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you goodbye doesn't mean we'll never be together again
If you wake up and I'm not there
I wont be long away cause the things you do my goodbye girl
Will bring me back to you.
Nah, I'm not going to say goodbye.

Goodnight shall be it.
[:

2008-08-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

Immobilized by the thought of you
Paralyzed by the sight of you
Hypnotized by the words you say
Not true but I believe anyway

This is the time when I badly and desperately want to type in my Lj space
I want to kill you, and then go to sleep

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1cYBfSLjow
Ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaa

2008-08-11T14:28:00.000+08:00

It takes so much out of me to pretend
Tell me now, tell me how to make amends

AH, 6 more days [:[:[:

I got bored while waiting for Fionna to come online to send me pictures

I am still waiting

I am very lazy too, why the hell

I have too many channels on Olympics

So many choices, don't know which to choose.

Settled for beach volleyball anyway and brazillians are hot stuff

Anyway, National Day celebration in school was more than just great.

I never thought I would have such a memorable celebration in AHS, but I did, and Im sure everyone else did too. For the first time, I should add.

I think the sec 4s were all amazing this time round

It was a nice feeling seeing everyone so driven and united. Like since when do you see us getting to school so early for face-painting and all. Our class came in third, but even without that, it was still awesome because it was our very last item put up together as a class.

The other classes' performances were just as good too, the parade, sing along, it was ecstatic.

And i want to add that it was nice seeing people in Liverpool jerseys too haaaa FEEL THE LOVE yes.

We had a farewell (i dont really think it should be called a party) for Fuseng too, it was emotional, but still, all the best to you PCK!

SOME SAY LEH, SOME SAY LAH

4A SAYS MUST 爱国家 B-)

2.4km run at ECP a few weeks ago is also a day I will always remember (or so i think) for it was a good day and I learnt a lot.

I think everyone was very nice that day ha ha what the heck am I saying, but I really thought so.

And I think I'm starting to believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned!

It just dawned on me that we were smacked right infront on almost all occasions and people from photographic society kept coming forward to snap photos of us like every 5 secs have fun seeing us in yearbook 08?

HTOB

SHANNA

LIM

HAHA

Your love's a gathered storm i chased across the sky

2008-07-27T07:30:00.000+08:00

There You'll Be - Faith Hill

It's old but still nice [[[[:
Black and I have been singing it like literally anytime, anywhere
and in chinese version too. Effectively bilingual, we are.
It's our next hit after Sorry and Dear God haha!

I got to school at 1230 yesterday just for english test
and after school was quite a blast!
I hope you enjoyed yourselves throughly, Black and Legend!!

I want to read Midnight Sun ahhhhh heart-melting.

Here's something laugh-worthy:
SK's braces got hit by a ball and this cute boy went up to him and said
"SK's jewellery" -points to braces
HA HA HA HA HA GOOD JOKE, GOOD JOKE

Beloved thinks Ive got a split personality haha!

There seems to be too much entertainment for me to revel in
I
need
to
study
la
byeeeeee

2008-07-14T10:11:00.000+08:00

You leave me breathless
but it's okay
cause you're my survival

Ive got this inexplicable urge to update though I'm helplessly hooked on reading (and eating)
Have been constantly reminding myself to snap back to reality
so here I am.

The past weekend had kept me busy with activities
I did have my share of fun with a great bunch of people
but I haven't played my fill. Maybe I never will. ha.
Youth Day was no doubt a day to remember since it was the first time I literally ran for my life in the night. Along with Xinling. HA.
Made me perfectly understand why certain people are not to be trifled with even when they have incurred your wrath by hurling at you with a barrage of Chinese vulgarities despite the fact that they do not look the least bit like Chinese and at that very moment when you are about to blow your top....
It's best to just turn away and smirk. Right maybe not exactly.
Truth is, it doesn't help either.

A longer post next time

2008-07-04T11:08:00.000+08:00

So what has become of you, my love?

After the last two papers:

Table 1 and 2 had a competition to see who had more plates
I think we tied ha ha

I think this photo is too hilarious HAHAHAHA.
Welcome to the Mandai Zoo

All in all, yesterday was pretty damn good
We laughed so hard and made so much noise in there, but the staff was really nice about it
Darn good service they had, really
We played zhong ji mi ma too and it was always like 31 to 33 or 55 to 57 when it came to my turn
Laugh-worthy, it so was
Oh and the manager gave me a StrawberrySmile because I very casually mentioned about it when he brought us mochi for dessert
So we told them to keep the change when it was bill time
but he said the change was only 1/4 the price of my StrawberrySmile ha ha

This was on the last week of holiday, Monday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAIJIA
Our plan was to leave her present at her doorsteps, hoping that she would take it and go back to her house while we, on the other hand, light up the candles on her cake and give her a surprise at her doorsteps again
However, even the best laid plans fail

We heard the birthday girl running out of her house
but it was too late for us to run away and hide as we were still in the midst of lighting up the candles
Totally speechless we all were, and puzzled she was
But the first thing we said wasn't happy birthday but
WALAO EH SPOILER GO BACK TO YOUR HOUSE LA

The candles totally burned out man ha ha

This was the pair of ripcurl slippers she wanted so much since last year
Look how touched she was [:

KCJ's mum steamed this for us
I think it's bazhang but then again i think it isn't

We lazed around chaijia's house thinking about our next plan
And 5hrs of kbox, it was!

Birthday girl pretended that she had a stomachache and went to the toilet for freaking long
Shortly after she finally came back, the staff from kbox served us cakes from Secret Recipe and we were all like ????!
And then 'chaijia, you buy one right?'

To sum it up, it was a blast and filled with fun [[:

Yes all done

Some results came back today
Chemistry and biology were a drop of 5 grades respectively, but I totally deserved it ha ha.
Was actually relieved enough that I just passed biology despite not attempting 30 marks worth of essay questions.
The only subjects I did well for were english and ss source based questions. How pathetic, yes.
They're basically the things that you dont have to study for
But Geog was a fluke. I felt so undeserving but xl said that could be God's way of making up since we have put so much effort into Venice but it came to nought eventually ha ha
Very well.

Love your life

2008-07-01T06:36:00.000+08:00

AND SPAIN EMERGED AS CHAMPIONS
I so totally saw it coming
It wasn't as exciting as I hoped it would be though.
I actually thought it got a little boring with the germans not attacking much that I even, quite desperately, wanted them to score a goal so that there would be a draw.
But of course my spain would ultimately win. Thats how strong my faith was.
They very much deserved the triumph, we all know it
OH, and I am so very proud of torres too
and the fact that he's from liverpool. [:

Because of last night's match, I doubt I even slept a wink
Thankfully I did not die in the midst of Amath paper 2, which was worth a frigging 100 marks
I rmb before walking into the hall, I very casually asked what paper were we sitting for
My friends looked genuinely shocked before bursting into fits of laughters
What the hell was I thinking then, seriously ah

This midyrs has got to be the most stress-less one for me, I believe. It's like know-do-dont-know-skip-correct-yay-wrong-oh
Even the only thing I studied my ass off for wasn't tested at all
VENICE, YOU SHOULD REALLY SINK MAN
A colossal waste of time I spent on you that I totally neglected geog, which was on the very same day. Thanks a lot man.
Oh yes, that reminds me. I could have focused on watching spain vs russia match that night too la, if it wasn't for you

I don't even want to talk about biology. It's the second time I visited the sick bay this year.
It was so unbearable that I could not even flip the page, let alone to wrack my brains
I should really start paying close attention to my health, can't afford having the whole episode to replay itself during Os.
I wouldn't be able to take it
would most probably cry till my eyes bleed

After physics and chemistry paper one on weds
I am gonna play ball and hang out with my awesome friends
I will read my books / meet up with lao peng you / watch my shows / play more / do whatever I want
on thurs and fri and maybe, just maybe on sat and sun too
and then I'll be studying. Yes, afterall, I do have a sensory neuron.
I know it when I don't deserve a break
It's just my motor neuron has went missing but I'll find it soon and get it to start functioning itself properly again HAHA yes.

ANDREASHIT, the above goes the same to you too
We can't be like someone who gets all her lub from Mr Yow HAHAHAHA
What the hell. OKAY, till then

2008-06-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

I am tired, but [:
Thanks for talking to me tonight. Lots of love.

2008-06-12T14:06:00.000+08:00

I really need to start waking up early
Morning calls don't work for me for i still fall back to sleep after hanging up the phone.
At least i tried, though

I like spain and i love liverpool
I secretly hope that david villa would want to go over to liverpool
and that alonso would stay, really want him to stay
Oh, and torres was terrific last night
Villa and fabregas too.
Hella 4-1, it is
WELL DONE, MY BOYS [:

I am so not going to take up Biology next year although it's one of my better subjects
Memorizing is such a chore, and i'm procrastinating it like never before

I think i'm very three minutes hot degree
san feng zhong re du, as the adults would call it
Anyways, it only applies to certain things (or humans) that my interest wanes off fast
But it will pass, i choose to believe so.
Besides, i know i will like playing ball forever ha ha ha
I am suddenly very thankful for my hands and legs.

I know we here together
So this must be something special
You could be anywhere you wanted

But you decided to be here with me

No coincidence
It was meant to be

LOVE IN THIS CLUB PART II HAHA BYE BYE

2008-06-08T12:04:00.000+08:00

Ironically, even in the midst of revision, this holiday has been quite a good one for me. Not that I'm making any distinct progress but still. On a side note, I enjoy taking personality tests. Ha ha you can try this. Have no idea why the need of a melancholy music for such a test as well.

Me: scissors paper stone, winner decides
Xinling: okay scissors paper stone!
I used scissors, xinling used paper, we both stoned for awhile
Me: oh no
Xinling: hahahaha faster decide
Me: ok winner decides that loser decides
Xinling: ............ you win

Hahahahah xinling you (N).

Mum brought us out to have Gelare waffles and sushi the other day at Ehub. We had 5 waffles with icecream each on our table; thats what happens when you have a big family. My mum so hip, we went to the arcade after that, and I beat my brother and sisters in all the games HAHA. We went to shop for groceries next, and I like shopping for groceries with my family. Then my mum caught me by surprise when she purchased four havaianas from num. The other day she mentioned about getting me a Liverpool bag as well. My goodness something must be very, very wrong with her. Yesterday Grandma treated my sister and I to NYNY and she gave me a monkey keychain for my phone. I somehow think that grandma got cheated of her money cause the small little thing sure doesn't look like it's worth 5bucks. But because it's from Grandma, I like it anyhow! ^^ Oh and speaking about my phone, I now have 2100 free msges each month whoo.

Did I mention that I've got a neighbour who looks like CRonaldo? Hahahahah.

A bloody insect just wasted at least 90 minutes of my life. I didn't do anything except stoning at a corner of my house while having my eyes fixed on the flying pest because you never know where it will end up at the moment you lose sight of it. I think I would have called the police if my phone was within my reach. Funny how I'm almost not afraid of anything but I could let some pathetic insects tame me :SSSS BANE OF MY LIFE YOU ALL SHOULD REALLY PERISH IN HELL LA.

EURO 2008 will commence at midnight. I do not have a team I especially support atm, but we'll see. So long, goodbye.

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If you ever will realize, its been years since we exchanged a proper statement. Not that I really want to, but somehow I just can't stand the thought of pretending not to know you.

2008-06-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

I've got awesome friends.

and i love my msn list tonight cause all my favourite people are online. yes even if i dont talk to them that is. you know yours truly has got a problem with initiating conversations.... on a side note, happy birthday to captain Gerrard on 30th may!!!!, i'm upset that England did not qualify for the Euros.

2008-05-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

would you know my name, if i saw you in heaven

I finally watched Made Of Honour after so long
and i like it so, so much.
Actly i do have a post before this but i'm just lazy so another day yes
I wanna go overseas, Anfield
I cant believe i need to be in school by 730 tmr just for oral
you're like an irritating, piece of shit
Is it me, or is it the people around
I find mysterious people interesting, kind of
I wish i had supernatural powers to read others' minds
I think Eewei and Nicholas from The Arena looked suspicious tgt
like there's something going on between them
but hey they are cute, aren't they
Is 3 years long? Yes i think so.

On one fine day, i realized my storybook went missing.
Me: Is my storybook with anyone
Ame: Yes, Parker's with me
I thought that was funny.
Parker's the guy, not the book

In the recent spate of events, i thought i was glad with how things were going
Like how i was almost over the moon on sunday, but things then took an awful turn the next day
And now, i'm almost completely wiped out.

2008-05-25T16:11:00.000+08:00

It's been quite awhile, and I don't exactly know what to begin with, but ....

Okay this is seriously lag but SushiClique + Yicheng caught Ironman together on Edmund's birthday. Knowing that the birthday boy would be mad with the guys after the whole event that took place in school, Meixuan Fangying and I went to his house later in the day, hoping that he would be mollified by us so that the guys could join us for a movie cum celebration together at night. Our plan worked. Edmund had thought he was only watching Ironman with the 3 of us, until the guys walked into the cinema..... It was actually quite touching seeing them reconcile, even though it was still rather awkward at the start. I never knew Edmund's the 嘴硬心软 kind ha haaaa. Weijun's dad treated us to supper at his place after that.

Then there was the Friday when we played ball after school somewhere at Bedok until late. Another Friday when I went to the airport with Xinling to do SS essay. Also the Friday when I walked home from WhiteSands 'cause the crowd at the interchange was so aggravating I could kill :s

Then there was the weekend + VesakDay when my aunt had a chalet at Dte. Called Perle Xinling Janice JiaJie and SK over to play ball but there wasn't any court in our vicinity :sss I think we walked for an hour scouting for an available court haaa. Finally, went into Greenview Secondary to use their court and we 斗牛 till it got so dark we couldn't really see the ball. THEN THE DRAMA STARTED HA HA. 'Cause the gates were locked by then and so we could only climb over the fence to get out of the school. However, because Xinling had (or perhaps still has) height phobia, she got stuck on top of the fence for really long, so can you imagine what kind of expression was the drivers wearing when each vehicle drove past?! Omg I swear it was seriously, literally :O HAHA HILARIOUS we (minus Xinling) couldn't stop laughing. But kudos to Xinling, she managed to get down safely eventually. Ha ha what an unforgettable once-in-a-lifetime experience for her. Walked back to the chalet for bbq after thaaaat.

I think I should stop this post is insanely long, more stuff in the next post.

2008-05-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

I had the time of my life balling with Janice& JJ& Perle& SK& Xinling today ha ha hah.
Not about winning, but for the love and fun of it.

SmallBoy: we start first we short pants (lower sec) you all long pants (upper sec)
Girls: (look at own fbts) we also short pants what hahahah
Xinling: huh then no pants confirm win is it
Us: hahahahaha
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Right now I'm beat so check back another day if you're interested, Goodnight!

2008-05-03T14:58:00.000+08:00

Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

Hello, world.

"The man walks, and then stops at the entrance of the school. A boy is standing near the gates, his fingers pinching his ears. When the boy sees the man, he lowers his eyebrows and glares at the man.

The man wants to smile at the boy. He wishes to be the boy. Just a few days ago, he had been sued by a stranger in a pub. He had punched the stranger in the face when the stranger teased about his weird dressing. The man was sentenced to a year in jail.

The man says nothing. If only he is the boy. Then he can do anything that he likes without a tingle of worry. The school and law will protect the underage.

The boy wants to smile at the man. He wishes to be the man. A few hours ago, the boy had punched a friend in the nose. The friend's nose bled and the boy was asked to stand near the gates for two hours as a punishment.

The boy frowns. If only he is the man. Then he can do anything he likes without any teacher's intervention.

The man walks off, shaking his head. Freedom comes with a price, he thinks.

The boy bows his head. He will do anything for freedom."

Sometimes, as much as you need someone here by you, you wish to be left alone. Sometimes, as much as you hope someone could relate to you, you wish to not confide in anyone.

Sometimes, life takes a contradictory stance.

2008-05-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

:(
I detest penalties man. Damn disappointed, I am.
:( :( :( :'(

I. Am. Very. Sad.
I've been thinking, if only there wasn't an own goal last week....... If only.

Torres, sucked to see you looking so distraught. You didn't deserve that. :(

Lampard, well done. That goal must have meant a lot for you and I say you deserved it however much I dislike penalties.

Riise, your own goal indeed proved a pivotal moment in deciding the outcome of the Champions League semi-final. At times like this I think it's fair to say that your own goal will continue to haunt you for the rest of your professional career. But still, it's not your bad. Shit happens.

Drogba, you are the reason for my profanities. Please * grow up for Christ's sake.

Reina, you were totally impressive during the first-half. The saves you made were brilliant.

Gerrard, you, are, so, charming. Nice one on Grant when your hurry to take the throw-in left him stumbling back into his seat. HAHAHAHAH (Y).

So yeah.... Good morning.
It was such an intense match awhile ago that I could almost feel my adrenaline rush. But however crushed and heartbroken I am now, it was still a superb fight and I'm still very, very proud of each and every one of them.

2008-04-30T19:02:00.000+08:00

Edit}
We had Govt and Civil District journey on last Friday, and the Supreme Court was the coolest wasn't it. In case you never knew, I've always wanted to be a Lawyer ha amazing right! It was a pity we could not watch a real court case, I was so interested in watching one with killing involved. Cafe Cartel with Ame/Drea/Rach/Wy after that. Lovelyyy.
On a certain day last week, we had a debate during english lesson as well, and sk and I were the proposition team reps for 'Transvestites should not be given any rights'. Hell true, and the notion stood yayz.

B&J Free Cone Day was yesterday, but the queue was so long Andrea and I got ice cream from Swensens instead. Ate and went to Popular before we had a sudden urge to go to Dte to try our luck for B&J's only to find out that the outlet there wasn't involved in the free giveaways. Ha ha but the nice people there actually let us tried some of the flavours and being the nice people we are too, paid for B&J on a supposedly free cone day. Un-typical s'poreans, we are. (Y) Went to walk around at E Hub (?) after that and we exclaimed when we saw Gelare!!! Hello we need not travel to Suntec for waffles discount on Tues anymore coolio I luv PasirRis ha ha ha.

Paper One for both languages today, I didn't go anywhere after that but came home to sleep for 3hrs so as to stay up for the match at 0230 laterrrrrrr. Btw ManUtd defeated Barcelona yesterday, and I've got absolute faith in Liverpool today! Sorry ______, but I think I have an aversion to Chelsea. Aw, too bad :( :)

HI DEAREST THIS IS FOR YOU
YOU'RE SO LUCKY YOU FLEW TO BANGKOK TODAY. IMTTY, PLEASE COME HOME SOON.

My heart's been aching a little too much of late and I can't breathe in deep I think I'm about to die. It's okay, 8Days and YouAreHere and Love, Rosie and NoSchTmr and Gerrard will negate my despair. Perfectly.
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Been thinking a little too much after all the upheaval, or maybe it has just been me all along.
I officially dislike Chelsea and the fact that lady luck never fails to shine down on them.
It's already 4 in the morning, more words on other day.

........and to bolster up the upbeat and courageous facade I wore for everyone's sake.

2008-04-15T12:36:00.000+08:00

So please don't cry
Although I leave you here this night
Wherever I may go how far I don't know
But I will always be your light

90 words
Speedtest

Kill the flu bugggggggggg I used up one whole toilet roll yesterday, literally ha ha I feel bad cause I think I infected the whole house with my tissue lying everywhere..........
ManUtd won yesterday woohooo and I got to see Gerrard, HE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE MR BEAN PLEASE ha ha ha I like his schoolboy look.
I'm looking forward to every Friday I get to play 5hrs of ball so I really need to get well by then.
Physics and Biology common tests this week I'm tired from all the sneezing, head feels like a tomb right now Goodbye.

2008-03-23T16:02:00.001+08:00

I turned 16 a few days back, and just awhile ago in the night, I was in the cinema watching Rule #1. As an ardent fan of horror genres, I really could not wait to flaunt my IC at the lady who once upon a time refused to sell quite some of the NC16 movie tickets to me manz.. Ha ha ha. I have had many failed attempts at this, only until just now (Y). The 95-minute horror thriller was not that frightening as I had thought it to be though. Captivating, though there were still quite some disturbing gore scenes. I liked the occasional effective humour the best, and of course the decent twist in the story I would not forget. Thank goodness it was not like some other horror movies that end like "That's all folks, what more do you want?" Seriously, to hell with shows like this. The ending was quite a sad one though, it made me think.
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Thanks:
Chenyin, Beloved, FPUTB ha ha ha ha ha, Xinling, Gina, WeiJian, Shanna, Perle, Amelia, Andrea, Chinyee, Zaihui, MingJun, Meixuan, Jonathan, Megan, Sherli, Wanying, Janice, Doreen, Ziyun, Sheena, Juwel, Johanna, Yiern, Shiyi, Felicia, Graci for the well wishes. Louise, Qianye, Yizhuang, Siyin, Micheal, JuanJie, Jz, Shuyi, Leona, some unknown friendster friends for wishing me online. Amelia, Andrea, ChaiJia, Fionna, Janice, Perle, Rachel, Wanying, Yiern, Zhuting for the present, the surprises, the donuts, the song dedications, basically the celebration of our birthdays on the 11th of Mar! Xinling& Felicia for the hugs, 4A for the birthday song, Felicia for the huge and AA octopus + the very touching board, Chenyin&Louise for the surprise + roses, Edmund, Fangying, Meixuan, MingJun, Liangkai, WeiJun for the surprise and cake, Felicia&Gina for coming over, Tingting for the cake and card, Amelia for the card, My Family for the PizzaHut dinner + cake + presents, and everyone for being nice to me on 17 Mar! ;) ;)

I didn't join SushiClique for movie cause 1) I woke up late and 2) Sky Of Love was only showing at Cathay. So they caught Slam which they complained was awfully horrible. I was supposed to meet them for dinner after their movie.. But they called to say they were going home already because MasSelamat is still at large. Later, I was sprung with a pleasant surprise at my doorsteps. Ha ha ha.

I don't know why but the photo is much clearer on the phone.. but you can click to enlarge. We watched youtubes on my laptop, and laughed especially hard at the contestant who sang Without You as i ken leeee tulibu dibu douchoo (i can't live if living is without you) HAHA.
Then Felicia& Gina came over as well!

THANKSSS SUSHI CLIQUE ;D
I was made to make a wish yet again, which I don't really fancy doing so infront of a crowd. So they suggested I go one round making a wish for everyone before doing so for myself. Ha ha ha. (Y)

V: uh hope you'll join all of us at ahs some day la
Wj: walao you want me be the only one retain while all of you graduate ah
Everyone: hahahahaha
V: okay then go same JC ha ha
Edmund: hahahaha you can still be our junior there
Everyone: HA HA HA HA HA
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Had a splendid day with 10 other 4A girls on 11 Mar as well! I was late, by 40mins. They told me I was the latest and I felt quite guilty about it cause it was a whole bunch of people waiting for one person this time! But hey they lied.. Rachel was even later than me ha ha ha n1.
We dined at Kuishinbo but I think I only ate like 10 buckaroos worth of food only damnnnz I can't eat much in the day, food is my love only at night. Urgh but it's alright cause, it's the awesome company + fun I had that matter more. Ha ha ha.

Their mango cheesecake are to dieeeee for! It's a pity Xinling could not join us on that day or she would have loved it even more....

Then the three of us were caught by surprise at the chocolate fondue area when one of the staffs passed us our presents from the rest.. That moment must had been really classic man. Rach even blushed HAHA. It was indeed a foolproof plan of theirs (Y).

And she, was constantly eating... and eating.. and eating..

We walked around after that and saw that Cotton On was having sales.

Walked to MarinaSquare to catch Leap Years with Andrea later while the rest continued shopping. I thought the show was a tad overrated? Don't fathom why some girls could cry buckets while watching the movie.. Not that it wasn't touching, but definitely not to that extent right. AndriShit even cracked jokes lah. And the both of us laughed out loud again as the dead silence in the cinema was a little too unbearable. Ha ha ha. But it was still worth the watch though, despite the abrupt ending. Afterall, it's just once in four years yo.

Met up with some of the others after that and we went to eat a little at Geláre.

Then it was time to meet the rest at the fountain of wealth and woohoo guess what!

SO PRETTY RIGHT ;D

They sang birthday song thrice for all three of us ha ha. Then we sat in a circle and feasted on the donuts. I was still talking to Chaijia when suddenly, to my surprise, I heard the dj reading the birthday message dedicated by them to all of us. No wonder Chaijia did not seem to be paying attention to what I was saying except kept smiling lah.. Ha ha ha. They dedicated The Birthday Song by Corrine May which has really meaningful lyrics. Followed by Chris Daughtry's Over You which did not have any link but we just wanted to sing. Ha ha ha. Talked, laughed and sang all the way after that. At that moment, I thought we had forgotten about the world outside man, and that feeling was simply too good to be true.
THANKS EVERYBODY FOR THE LOVELY DAY! ;D

Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
:)
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Thanks everyone, I really enjoyed my 16th birthday very much. Thanks for making the first day of Term 2 an unforgettable one for me this year, although I know it was a very much dreaded day. Ha ha ha. Till here!

2008-03-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

I wish I told you from the start
That this was never meant to last
We should've never gone this far

Hey hi hello I'm sixteen and I CAN WATCH RULE #1 woohoo. Birthday post up maybe tomorrow or something I need to get my owed holiday homework done and over with first so that I can do other things omg sianz people have been nodding off during lessons and that includes me....... thank MsNg for not waking me up in her lesson although I still owe her so much homework. Ahh my mood has been pretty good of late though okay Goodbye, will edit this post again.

"if you could still laugh in the cinema while watching rule 1, you're damn cool"
Ha ha ha nice one you've got there. :)

2008-03-11T14:27:00.000+08:00

Every single day I think about how we came all this way,

I'm feeling gooooooood because I had my much desired sleep from 3-7 just now in the really cooling weather ha ha. This morning, there was Physics supplementary class in school. Andrea, Beloved, FuSeng and I were all on the same bus, and we were all late. On the way up the hill, we talked about the match with Wigan against Arsenal just yesterday night, which I found it a waste of time watching as it was a goal-less draw. Liverpool and Newcastle's on Sat was good though cause, although I'm not exactly a fan of Liverpool, I really think Gerrard has a really charming smile and I loved seeing him score goals..... ;D Anyhow, I'm rooting for ManUtd to win the Premier League. Ha ha ha Chinyee, it's a battle between us!

After Physics, went to Bedok Interchange to have Macs breakfast with Xinling and Andrea. We had planned to watch The Leap Year at TM GV the day before, but the late time slots disallowed us to do so. Then we thought of Princess since it was just in the vicinity in fact it was just right beside where we were standing but we ended up bursting out in fits of laughter when Xinling shot a question cause she saw a couple walking up to P "Imagine if your boyfriend brings you to Princess for a movie?" HA HA HA omg okayz I shan't elaborate on that. After some time, Xinling left and I took bus 17 home with Andrea, where we forgot that we were in public and again burst out laughing after reading someone's messages ha ha ha it was mean, but....

As for the past week, there was Amelia's 16th birthday when we spent watching Basketball finals after school and omgz it was the most exciting match I have ever witnessed; both teams took turns controlling the match and although I was glad that school won, I couldn't help but just felt a little sad for cchms since it was a mere goal difference of one. I could understand and relate that kind of lousy feeling totally. Then there was a really screwed up Founder's Day and this should be an understatement; we did not even have proper seatings like helloz waste time only. And I still can't find a logical answer to why would any school want to be found on so many different months? Wasn't last year's in July? I think I do need some enlightenment here.

Caught L Changed The World with classmates after school on Thursday. Since it was a 6.50pm show, some headed home first while I stayed in class with Xinling and Beloved till it was time to leave. The movie was good. They cried, but I didn't. It's either I've been too emotionless lately, and I wonder why, or it could be that someone sent a message at the wrong time that made me..... Last day of school was as per normal, I didn't go anywhere after that. After getting drinks from bbt shop with the girls, Andrea and I left first. We sat on the ground at the bus-stop and missed two buses to talk. I thought we were really mean then, laughing about what a certain someone did, but really, never judge a book by its cover. That night, I tried very hard to contain my laughter infront of my computer screen, and my family thought I was mad. I wonder what's up with the both of us, to have made fun out of someone's despondency ha ha.

Mr Yow's Chemistry lesson has got to be the best man, Xinling and I just had to let out our laughter in the midst of his lesson after withholding for too long. I think we always disrupt his lessons, but he is seriously very funny what! If you have read Zhuting's blog, you'll know what I'm drifting at. So funny, can laugh until you form 6 pacs.

Oh and that day when I heard on the radio that a terrorist is at large, I was kind of excited idk what's wrong with me. And by the way M.S used to be a worker in my Grandpa's company oh what a small, small world. Grandma said he was always asking for money, while Grandpa said he wasn't, uh, as horizontally challenged then as he is now ha ha ha.

B Div 08; I'll miss.

2008-02-18T13:58:00.000+08:00

It's like we’re going through the motions
Of the scripted destiny

Next week is madness for me.
Amath test, Emath test, Biology test, Match against AESS, Chinese test, Social Studies test, Match against CGSS.
And weekends was spent : bainian yesterday and celebrated Grandpa's birthday today.
I'm screwed up ha ha ha.

Celebrated Mj's birthday on Friday. It was supposed to be a belated surprise for him but Edmund/Wj spoiled the plan like either of them actually sent the wrong msg to Mj (!!) Okayz so collected the cake and met Fangying at the bus-stop and we walked to Mj's house to meet Meixuan before we went up. Other than SC, Yushi and Qianye were there too so asked Felicia to join us as well when she called. It was a nice time with all of them and the guys could rmb all that happened in primary school so vividly like :o and we browsed through old photos and found one with TWENTY ahs sec4s'08! Yeah Meixuan and I counted and it was a 2003 photo btw. Very cool. Maybe I will post the photo up someday for all of you to have a good laugh at HAHA.
Anyway KMJ! I hope you enjoyed yourself yeah the cake the card and the plan that didn't work out ha ha ha.

Valentine's Day was another lovely day too :) But it kind of dawned on me that, in my almost 16 years of existence already, I haven't been giving but only receiving. Sometimes I think I really haven't done much for my friends.... But one thing I'm gonna make damn sure, I am appreciative of all of them. Thank you!

Okay I hate to say this but I need to start studying now kthxbye

2008-02-10T17:02:00.000+08:00

It's the third day of CNY today and I sprained my neck yet again just that this time's definitely not like the previous time when I could still go for gym it hurts so badly this time I've been moving so awkwardly since the time I woke up today. My parents said it's cause I slept too much and a friend asked if I've been spending my CNY in my dreams like nooo of course not it's just that I've been sleeping at only 5 in the morning of late! Ha ha ha and did I tell you I love the CNY break so much and this is an understatement. I wish school never existed and I know you wish likewise too.

Happy Chinese New Year, anyway.
Kungfu Dunk and 27 Dresses were good!
I love pineapple tarts without the pineapple on top.

Okayyyyyz I'm off to watch Bull Fighting now and did I mention, I started watching it before I went for ChiangRai but I'm still only at Episode 5 ha ha ha damnz I'm slow cause I've got no time. Anyway it's gonna be visiting again the next time I wake up and then before I even realise, school is back to haunt again. Oh and what's the matter with EdisonChen? I used to think he's hot. Like super.

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And like who are you to call me by the first four letters of my name I got so turned off I just had to delete that message right at that instant. And I don't feel sorry you had to learnt it the hard way cause that's me for you.

On a happier note, it's less than a month to the March Holidays!
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY KO MINGJUN
+ A HAPPY BELATED ONE TO MOM (yesterday)

2008-02-04T09:51:00.000+08:00

我游荡在记忆深处
寻找他留下的温度
我在风吹乱头发的街上怀念着幸福
我在镜子面前无助
我在梦里慌乱追逐
我在只有我的深夜里醒来
感到孤独

Hiiiii I'm back like finally by the way the previous post is obviously not any piece of my work if you know me well you should know who could have logged in to post his piece of art well anyway I'm gonna date back to like 3 weeks ago now so don't mind me.

Weijun's birthday celebration at ECP on both the days JayChou held his concert ha ha thank goodness I had Wj's dad to send me there or I would had to walk like how long Fangying had taken to walk ha ha. It was quite boring on the first day cause it was a Friday and we were all pretty much beat from the long hours at school already and there wasn't any bbq on the first day and we had to order PizzaHut and the guys only went high when the final episode of 黄金路 showed on tv like really high they shut all the doors and turned on the volume to the max and started singing 有一段路....... Ha ha ha saw quite a few seniors as well cause VJ was having some OG bbq together so there was like a whole stretch of people in yellow shirts and they all looked so bright in the night.

This was taken on the second day I was so lazy to go but still went eventually cause of uh, peer pressure ha ha I met Meixuan first then we trained to Paya Lebar and waited for Fangying and then Wj came in a cab so that we didn't have to walk deep down into the resort which was like whoohoo ha ha.
Second day was goooooood, see the kid version of MosesLim in the photo above? He was the joker of the day he made Meixuan Fangying this Chung Cheung High guy and I laughed so hard like there wasn't tomorrow and the funniest of all was when he said "No one ever laughed at my jokes before" HAHAHA no doubt he's a primary school kid man that innocent thing really didn't know what our laughters actually meant I mean it really wasn't about his jokes it was him.

The guy on the right! Though this photo doesn't show much justice but he does look like Takeshi Kaneshiro right omg ha ha he's a Canadian btw and he's from the chalet next door his friends just came back from Jay's concert then so that explains what he was holding and they told me they had an extra ticket to the concert like omg when I asked Fionna to help me book the tickets before I went for ChiangRai only single seatings were left like yeah no luck at all totally.
Anyhow the people next door were really nice we exchanged food and talked a lot found out that most of them live at the South side and none of them looked Chinese in fact they all looked mixed blood and one of them looked so like Jade Seah from Channel5 really cool people ha ha sometimes it's really quite intriguing how people's pathways crossed one another's isn't it.

Then happened an even cooler thing cause this other group of people from the chalet next door got into a fight like literally I saw blood stains on the wall people who saw what was going on then told me that this man went to slam this other guy's head onto the wall and they were all like happily playing Mahjong before the whole thing actually happened. Lol?
I only knew how serious it was when the Police and the Paramedics came but ha ha guess what the people including the injured all fled before they even reached.
Quite a happening night lah then we cut cake and all before Wj's parents sent all of us back at around 2am I think the car must had smelt badly of bbq smoke ha ha.
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Been really busy lately only reaching home at 8 on everyday except last Friiiiiiii. I missed school on Thurs though cause I was feeling horrible running a temperature and a flu the night before and so I got my deserved rest at home the next day reading The Vanished Man and only to find out then that Andrea didn't go to school as well and the thing was we both went home together the day before ha ha seriously nothing was planned at all it was that coincidental!

And school's been really oxymoronic lately I find it really hard to comprehend why are they doing certain things and I'm starting to dislike this particular teacher and if you think you know who then think again cause it's definitely not as simple as it may seem oh and I especially can't stand people who adhere to the rules blindly like for God's sake at least have a piece of a mind of yours would you okay I should stop lamenting.

Have been listening to quite some Chinese songs recently cause of Xinling and I finally got myself a LiveJournal thanks to Chenyin.
The rest of the stuffs' a little much too personal so they shan't be up here :)

有时当两人碰面
那种尴尬的眼神
难免会让你想知道对方在想什么

2008-02-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

What’s wrong with Singapore?
Losing always makes me feel so sore
Cause if you’re not the best
Then you’re just one of the rest

My oh my Singapore
What exactly are we voting for?
What’s not expressly permitted

2008-01-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

Heyz I've got nothing to blog about like what's there interesting to talk about school right....... Though I'm really trying hard not to let each day in school pass in vain like how it did last year or actually all the past years ha ha well all's going on fine now and I hope it keeps up :)

Yesterday I slept a lot like really a lot I feel ashamed to even talk about it here I tuned on to MTV weekend hits when I was still awaked and watched Boiling Points it's a reality show where they go around testing people's patience without the victims themselves being aware that they are on tv and if they manage to not lose their cool by a certain timing they would be given 100US dollars okay that's like x2 sing dollars so cool right it was actually very hilarious seeing them being scammed hahah.

Wanying's house today with Rachel and Amelia we were supposed to edit our messy videos which we did but we did many other stupid stuffz as well ha ha ha THANKS GIRLS I HAD LOTSA FUN JUST NOW and I love our song more than the advertisement video HAHA.

I miss (love) GuoWei (left) he is so playful and always covered his face with his two hands whenever we made fun of him ha ha

and TingNa (right) is always looking :( but she likes Anna and I ;D

I miss ChiangRai!

My brother, cousin, cousin.

I, would, rather, awkwardness, to, indifference

Sometimes I think I'm very fickle, I get tired of things easily, too easily that I hate myself for being like this.

2008-01-07T13:40:00.000+08:00

I think SHZ in singlish version is like damn cool ha ha ha

"Knowing that 杨雄 would sooner or later get harmed by that 狗男女, 石秀 decided to kill them first."

"原来 there was a mountain outside 登州城 and there were many fox tiger leopards on the mountain."

"孙立 then realised that 宋公明 went to attack 祝家脏 twice but both times also never 成功because the third brother was very hiong so he thought of a zai plan to attack 祝家脏."

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I've got nothing much to say about the first three days of school except that the new seating arrangement in the school hall is spastic and we did something very loyal to our homeland by singing the National Anthem two/three times per day and and the handbook is like the best of the best and target settings had to be all A1s we really had no other choice and I think my form teacher is not bad she's quite a joker and for some reason, (and for now at least) I do look forward to school.

Silence is all we have to give
And the memories of a life I wish we'd lived

2008-01-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

:(
I'm worried shit ahhh
:( :( :( :( :'(

2008-01-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2008!
:)

I remember I spent last year's New Year Eve with Chinyee/Chenyin/Jonathan and then later in the night with Fangying/Weijun/Mingjun/Edmund but yesterday was spent with a whole new lot of people that I've come to know better in '07 :)

Forsake movie and kbox plans and went to the airport with Perle to do HOMEWORK in the afternoon first ha ha we were supposed to meet at 11am but ended up meeting at 12 and only started work at like 1.
Fionna joined us later and passed us our gifts the cards she made got us laughing for quite awhile HA HA HA thanks so much mannnn! :)
Then heard some stories from her in the midst of doing work omg I swear she is so so comical although we ignored her most of the time ha ha

Many couldn't come in the end so met up with Wanying/Amelia/Janice/Sk/Jz for dinner later at Swensens.

We were still trying hard to finish Physics while waiting for our food to be served haaa
Anyhow I cleared Jianbao/Biology and 3/4 of Physics and they are all dated 31st Dec this shows that nothing is impossible man ha ha ha
As for the remaining homework I'm gonna be exchanging with Jonathan and nooo die I also won't do zuowen I hope the teacher wouldn't chase us for that!

Oh and I had the Salmon&something baked rice which was quite disappointing I find PizzaHut's much nicerrrrr but anyhow CookieSummit icecream made up for it later ha ha then we had some what of a crisis because we couldn't have our mind fixed on whether to go Downtown or Vivo because it was like quite late already and we were afraid that we'd miss the countdown itself if we had gone to Vivo okay long story a lot of running here and there then laughed laughed laughed flipped a sandal and then later a coin so embarrassing with the crowds looking at us with many questionmarks on their faces but ultimately fate decided Downtown to be it.

Long queue into the D'Marquee

Then saw someone I haven't really exactly seen for years and the girls all went like "WAH VIVIEN DAMN GREAT TASTE!!!!!!!!" Ha ha ha thanks I felt so flattered ^^ After countdown and all the sprays from people you don't even know Jiajie/Fangying called and then met MP and extended our warmest and most heartfelt best wishes to everyone :)

Rested at BK after that and came up with some pranks so as to make the day more memorable HAHA okay can't say what we did here.
Left after that and I got home at 2+am, tired.
Will edit this post with pictures once I have them (FIONNA YOU VERY SLOW!!!).
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So like I said 2007 year whizzed past really quickly and I believe it has been bittersweet in every sense.
There has been a lot of happenings and I'm really glad I've got a blog for me to look back at, whether or not they're memories :)
I've also met some incredibly amazing people that I've been able to share this journey with, many of whom I would like to extend my heartfelt thanks to and definitely hope we maintain as friends for many years to come.
New Year Resolutions are to :
1. Have a proper body clock
2. Quit falling asleep in class
3. Have fun this year :)
Ha ha ha okayyyyyy I hope they aren't too impossible for me to achieve.

Lastly,
May everyone reading this embrace the new year and
Here's to dreams fulfilled in 2008!

2007-12-31T16:43:00.000+08:00

I just woke up
yesssss it's like past midnight now but I just woke up because 2hrs ago I was forced by someone to do my homework and so I did I took out the jianbao but fell asleep for 2hrs while reading it omg that could be like the best antidote for insomnia rightttttttt
So I actually woke up on the last day of 2007 only to realise that I've still got :

1. 1 Zuowen
2. 1 Jianbao
3. Physics TYS
4. Biology specimen paper
5. Social Studies
6. EngAdvert Report
7. SHZ

Great work great work anywayyyy I finally watched 200 Pounds Beauty on DVD just now so the song MariaAveMaria has been ringing in my head since then hahaha
Mom messaged me just now that the pair of shorts I want is out of stock so I think I'd have to make my way down to Parkway myself someday soon I really realllyyyy hope they would have it there if not I'd be super disappointed
I'm sort of looking forward to tomorrow but then again I'm not hmmm 2007 seriously zoomed past just, like, that .

'Cause you are the sun in my universe
considered the best when we've felt the worst

2007-12-30T11:23:00.000+08:00

Hiyaaaa I'm really lazy to blog these days but anyway I shall do some recounts for this post
Had a chalet at DowntownEast on the 16-18th Dec it was quite boring actually I think I was always seen with earplugs closer friends should know it's like my favourite pastime or something but no Perle I'm still very sociable ha ha :) Saw many uncivilised guys in red skinnies there like eww and this one group of them played a dare to run past our chalet room but ended up sitting by our door talking instead but the worst was when the adults came back to the chalet from somewhere they thought those were my friends omg
SushiClique minus Dolly came over on the second day :) :) We barbequed and ate and tc and it was very funny because my sister's friend's coming to AnglicanHigh next year when she scored like 271 so Edmund/WeiJun started telling her a whole lot of junk ha ha ha and I think we were being a little crazy so my sister's friend asked
"are all AHS people like them?"
"we are considered very normal already"
Hahahahah.

I went for a haircut on 19th Dec but damn my hair grows really fast.....
Worked with Perle and 2 other TP guys on 21st Dec at CHIJ St. Joseph and it was good! The job was easy just selling uniforms and all that kind of stuffs and it's funny how we liked to be busy and not slacking ha ha worked for 6hrs and got paid 38 buckaroos with free food&drink and cabfare was claimable too! ;D

Went shopping with Beloved on 22nd Dec and this is what happens when you put two always-late people together :
She smsed me that she'd be late so I stayed home to wait first an hour later she said we could meet but this time I made her wait for 30mins at Tampines platform ha ha ha
We went to Vivo and shopped for hours we even skipped dinner and only left the place at around 1130 in order not to miss the last train/bus home.

Worked with my sister and her friend and her friend's sister for her friend's uncle&aunt on 23rd Dec okay this sounds complicating
but anyway not the point the point is it was a super easy job I only worked for 1.5hrs and earned 10bucks and had a free meal at my sister's friend's place after work too ha ha the job was easy 'cause we just needed to slot the tuition flyers into the windowscreen of the cars and we were like travelling in the uncle's car from one carpark to another most of the time and being fast workers we only needed like 10mins to clear each carpark haaaaaa ;D

Rushed to Wanying's place after that and Rachel/Amelia were already there we were supposed to work on our English Advertisment Project but ended up watching some random episodes of My Lucky Star on the comp ha ha we did not have any ideas on what to advertise at all until Amelia did something stupid with the chair and an idea struck us like almost instantly so we all made her our lead! ;D ;D Thanks for taking up that unwanted role man I only realised that day that your acting skills' actually not bad one HHA.
Had fun laughing though I think the vid's not professional at all ha ha then because Perle smsed me that I could only meet them at like 9 so stayed at Wanying's place we ordered PizzaHut for dinner (DO I SOUND LIKE A FREE-LOADER HA HA) and then Leona wanted to talk thru' mic...
"I can hear you all chewing" HAAA

Met up with the softballers later and we dined at Fish&Co but I was bloated like :S so I only had some fries ha ha
Thanks Shuyi for the towels with our names Anna/Shien for the cookies Anna for the earrings Perle/Chaijia/Fionna/Amelia/Wanying for the accessory and card and a lot of people for the christmas greetings! :)

Okay the above happened like 2/3 weeks ago already
Just yesterday had training and I have a blister on my hand again which sucks 'cause that means I can't practise batting ):
Went to Marina with Leona after training and had some Korean Cuisine that made us sooo full after eating only half of the portion we bought to think we were like some hungry ghosts before eating ha ha then Leona wanted to go to Times and then later we went to shop but nothing caught my eye and I was like super tired because I only slept for 2hrs the day before so we went to Times again and I slept sitting down while Leona read.

I really wanted to just continue sleeping there but still forced myself to get up and went to meet my mom and the kids at Vivo while Leona left for home. Met them and Zara was having their End Season Sale like what the hell the top I bought from there just a week ago costs lesser now urghhh so sis got herself a top but I didn't like anything. Mom got me the dress that I've been eyeing on from F21! :) Then both my sister and I got this 8.90 handphone pouch that mom did not want to sponser ha ha ohwellll trained to Bugis for dinner 'cause mom wanted to get her stuff from OG and because I had the 20% Diva discount voucher we went to get a necklace from there before buying some BreadPapa's home :) :)

Omg I blogged so much haaa okay bye bye

2007-12-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

First up,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERLE! ;D ;D
IT TAKES A LOT OF EFFORT AND PATIENCE TO ADD COLOURS ALTERNATELY TO THE WORDS BUT SINCE SANTA WANTED YOU BORNED ON X'MAS THEN SO BE IT HA HA HA ANYWAYYYY MAY BOTH CHRISTMAS AND BIRTHDAY 2007 BE THE BEST ONE YET FOR YOU! :D

Okay Merry Christmas to everyone reading this! And heck my previous post I'm not upset I was just on fire but nope I'm not gonna give a damn anymore although things' not yet resolved and I doubt it could be amicably but I don't wish to have some fugly person impeding my soul noooooooo hell no I can still live life perfectly this way ha ha :)

I hate web messenger to the core it lags like mad and when people sent greetings online just now I needed like a hell lot of time to reply...

"so da pai, finally replied me"

HA HA HA.
Anyway past few days were rather hectic I kept sleeping at like 4, 5am and waking up at 9am but today was good because I woke up at 2+pm and I chose not to go Novena Square with my family but stay home for the whole of today to rot although it is Christmas Eve hahahah I have no life but it's okay because I was re-watching My Lucky Star ha ha the After Show Impact really hit me too badly I don't know why but this one really gets on me nothing else has ever gotten me hooked before you see so believe me when I say it's good besides I'm not like most others who watch every single show and say they're all very nice ha ha ha.

'Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
My PM quite some time back but I still think it is so darn true.

Time has taken back, everything I thought we had.

2007-12-16T09:16:00.000+08:00

For the past two days, it was very routined. First was training in the morning, then went home to get a nap before meeting up with the rest to shop for bbq stuff. Something very stupid happened when we were at tamps ntuc on Thursday. After paying for the amount of stuff we bought, I pushed the trolley out and the rest of them blindly followed me out as well and all forgotten about the bags of stuff we just bought (!!) HAHAHA. The cashier then shouted for us...

On Friday, after training and nap, I met Rachel and we went to EastPoint to help the rest with the frozen food before we walked to MrMok's condo. GG, GB, Netballers, Beloved all had CCAs and such on so they couldn't make it for the bbq. ): It's been really long since I last saw them. But still, I think bbq was good and I had much funnnnnnnnn!

Lol look how busy everyone was.

It actually reads 3A07, if you don't see it. Written in oyster sauce meant for marinating chicken wings haha. Creds to Perle!

Omg they tasted heavenly... It's not chaotar marsmellows btw, if you were wondering. It was dipped into Cadbury's DairyMilk Choc ^^

There was a lot of food and drinks
Prawns, Salmon, Crabs, Hotdogs, Cocktail sausage, Otahs, Crabstick, Satays, Chicken wings, Marshmellows, Chocolates, 5 huge packets of chips (which we could only finish 2 or 3 packets eventually), Drinks and of course not forgetting our Legend's Chilli HAHA loved the spice man. And JingYing and I did the FruitPunch Syrup and it was in hot demand hahah;D

MM booked this Functions Room for us. Perfect hideout from all the bbq smoke haha.

We went to the Billiard room

LOL whose sexy leg ah...
Or you could also ask, who's not tall enough HAHA. ;)

Presenting the Really Pro

Hahahahah okay fine darn lame everyone was laughing at me then I do not even know how to carry the pole lah so the above was actually just poses.
I've got a shifu one

At around 1130, we finally decided to leave the place. Helped to clear up and all and MM drove JiaJie, HeXian, SK, KiatHoh and I home.
To sum it up, it was a fun-packed evening. I thank everyone who has helped in a way or another in making this bbq an enjoyable one. (:
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Alright, 2 barbeques' down, still a third one for me over this weekends.
Sorry people I couldn't join you guys for shopping today! ): ): ): JimmyLin will make up for my day. (: (: (: Final episode for FangYangDeXingXing on Channel 56 today. ): ): ): I think I will catch it on 56 first and then 2hrs later on 256 for the repeat. And if I still don't get over it, then ): ): ): I think I'm a very successful MyLuckyStar's Promotor. (: (: (:

My MSN has not been working since weeks ago. I really miss talking to people online. Anywayzzzzz, I'll be away. Back on the 18th.

I never thought I'd ever have regrets
But there's something about you I just can't forget
I never knew with you I had it all
Guess I couldn't see the writing that was on the wall
Sometimes you have to go away just to find
That what you're searching for is exactly what you left behind

OH AND YESSS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGYING!

I don't know if your computer is working already but do you still rmb this photo Hahahah it's been a year SC is already 1 year old You just turned 15 but still is a noisy PrimaryOne kid and I realised LesserThanThree is a joke used within SC only and it still makes us laugh like crazy hahahahah here it is <3!

2007-12-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

It was 2c06 bbq yesterday. I met Johanna at Tm before that and i was late by 45mins..... I'm so very sorry i know it was your birthday the day before! Hahahah Happy Belated and i hope you liked the card&gift! <3

It was a rainy day ytd and people kept splashing those puddles of water up my legs while walking, how very irritating it was. Johanna didn't mind watching Enchanted again with me, but because i was late, we missed the only possible timing for it then. So we walked around everywhere contemplating where to have our lunch, and we eventually settled ourselves down at PizzaHut. I rmb we had different orders, but when the food came, both of us changed our mind and said "i should have ordered yourssss" and so we swopped. Hahahah.

Took bus 31 after that, supposedly to alight at a certain stop and make our way to ECP but because it was still raining, and we were too lazy to get down the bus, we refused to move our bums and so continued our bus journey all the way to Kallang i think. Then we received a notice out of the blue that the venue has been changed to MeiWei's condo which was somewhere near AHS.... Alighted the bus finally and took another bus to meet CHENYIN THAT IDIOT WHO SUDDENLY CALLED AND SAID SHE LEFT THE DISCS AT HOME AGAIN. Well done man you are my bestx fwenzzzz 1314.

Lol anyway bbq was nice. I gossipped with CHENYIN SHIYI JERVIS hahahahah been long since we last did that hor. But we ended up ranting how much we are dreading the new year, going back to school and all the crapz. I swear I had never, ever, dreaded going back to school this much before. ): K whatever then at about 10 we suddenly realised that we haven't taken any photos yet so yeah we took but many have already left though. (Ignore messyoily hair)

I think he was drunk he kept talking nonsense that night

Do Rae Mi lol

Ahemz this is a mean picture lah there was actually a girl in the centre but look what they did to her......

AND JON HAD THE HONOUR

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2

3

Cheeessssseeeee

Hitched a ride home on Leona's Dad's car with Chinyee and Johanna after everything!

Hi Johanna I hope you liked my birthday present for you, not meaning the card nor the gift but myself spending a day with you ^^ It's exclusive you know hahahah talk to you again very very soon okay! Love.

2007-12-09T15:53:00.000+08:00

I met up with Ziyun, Chinyee and chenyin (i know you like your name either totally in caps or lowercase) today! First went to have brunch at Subway with Chinyee and Ziyun, then we walked around at Marina S after that before chenyin came to meet us and all four of us patronized Subway again for chenyin to have her lunch. I don't like that girl, she 对不起 me thrice in two weeks, of which twice were in a row. ): ): You better turn up on Monday hor woman, I want the discssssssss! Or you could come and leave immediately after passing them to me, i wouldn't mind too you know (: HAHA. That aside, I had a nice time catching up with them, although it didn't last for very long because Ziyun had to leave for piano and chenyin had to go to her cousin's place. Oh and i'm glad they liked the gifts, and i think it's very cool that each of it symbolises something. Hahahahah.

After they left, Chinyee and I caught The Golden Compass. Lol i rmb i was so certain that it wouldn't be nice (the reviews aren't really good also what) so I kept whining to chinyee about us watching it but okay i was wrong...... The movie turned out pretty good! At the very least, it was engaging.

Very cool show. The sounds and effects made us both jump, once. Followed next was us laughing at ourselves already hahahah very loser i know...... But i was with chinny what, can't blame me ^^

Anyway guess what, we bought Subway home for dinner again k i'm so sick of it already i had an incredible number of 5 Subway cookies in a day omg no wonder my mom comments that i'm very unhealthy every single day lol :S Left after that because we wanted to watch Golden Horse Awards! So cool live telecast on channel 56 okay;D But it also meant no idol dramas for a week. I think Chinyee and I kept going on about XiaoJingTeng and JimmyLin(!) on the train respectively. Hahahahah. Umm missed the front part, but i know 不能说的秘密 won quite a number of awards. JayChou was away so he didn't show up, so sad right. Oh and the performance put up by that Cyril magician was way too cool, like whoa so amazing. And i think TangWei from Lust, Caution was very pretty! Lol okay i hope that did not bore you out.
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Sushi Clique went to Sentosa on Tuesday! ;D I met Dolly and Fangying after my training and we window-shopped a little at Vivo first while waiting for the guys who were waiting for Liangkai's training to end. Guess who Fangying and I saw on the train! ...........Mary Chan hahahahah i think our reactions were very obvious lah hahahah AND FANG LAUGHED OUT LOUD VERY LOUDLY.

After dining at Sakae Sushi, we left for the beach!

I still think it was very fun to climb up on this huge rock despite all the abrasions ;)

Then we had nothing better to do so we played Ice and Water HAHA it was funfunfun but damn difficult to run on sand. Once i ran too fast till i couldn't stop so fell into the sea and got myself wet from head to toe omg so stupid right. :S

Very kawaii hor.

Later went back to Vivo again where we had Ben&Jerry's. Then went to see the christmas lightings and took a group photo again

Sushi C! Liangkai Me Edmund Fangying Doreen Weijun Mingjun with our future generation so cute right hahahahahah. I lesser than three this photo, just a pity it was a little too dark.
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I went shopping with Fionna on two Fridays back. It's the winter season now so the clothes aren't really very practical. ): I rmb Subway ran out of cookies so we went to Macs and got ourselves shaker fries and Fionna made a fool out of herself again as usuallll HAHA. Then we caught Hero and it was average i think, i don't really know since i didn't watch the series. Then i rmb i came out from the cinema with 16 missed calls o.O

The guy on the right is superrr tallll. And i think Takuya Kimura looks better in the poster. Hahahahah.
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I have yet to touch my holiday homework but at least I went to find out from friends what homework are there today haha. I don't understand a word from Shui Hu Zhuan at all and I wanted to visit the library to borrow an english version's but people say they have never heard of SHZ in english before. I think I'm destined to flunk my first chinese test of a new year because it's always on this kind of china histories. Helppppp ah.

A month ago today, I was at Chiangrai............ Having fun haha ^^

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made
:)

2007-11-27T16:18:00.000+08:00

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

-
I miss Chiangrai!
Just now i wanted to go crunchyroll.com but i typed chiangrairoll >.< >.<

I miss SC but everyone's busy on different days so the date has already been changed four times so far.......

I miss camp too. Although it was quite a short one for me this year since i fell sick again on the first day, the games and bbq were enjoyable enough. I still rmb how we went really noisy talking about my current eyecandy ^^ And the "Who's most likely to...." game was actually quite cool, you get to know how others think about you lol. Chiangrai girls taught them the 100 game we used to play when we were at CR too and everyone had difficulties calculating even the simplest sum due to the lack of sleep HAHAHA. We slept at the parade square after that and red ants feasted all over on my left thigh, calf, foot, and they didn't even show the slightest bit of mercy to my TOES. It was super painful so i woke up and couldnt get back to sleep anymore until shuyi and i walked back to the i/c bunk where we slept on the floor. But what's worse was that the itch stayed even after days :S

I cannot hold it anymore longer please watch Fang Yang De Xing Xing if you haven't done so (!!) I need more people to share my excitement and joy and all the heartwrenching times and whatnots HAHA. The lead actor is <3! Hahah i dont care even if he's getting old he still looks like 15 right right, Beloved?! :D :D :D Hahahaha.

HERE ! ;D

I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is, while you're in the world

2007-11-17T16:53:00.000+08:00

I never thought i'd miss the past 11 days to an extent that i keep browsing through the photos again and again to relive memories. HAHA. I seriously wouldnt mind staying there longer. Uh a detailed post when i get the time. (:

I remember
The night we came up with really gay movements for our cultural night perfomance might not have been all that that smooth-sailing since many were getting restless already but i'm sure all of us did have our share of fun in the really cold and still night, how captain's ball game helped to bond us together, how beautiful it was star gazing (I saw a shooting star!) together on the last night at yny with the right songs playing at the same time, and not forgetting the many nights when we stood on the pick up truck with harsh winds charging at us as we sang 细水长流, how all the bumpy rides up the hill/down the slope caused us to fall on one another like lolz. How we named ourselves the dragonz and the flowers, how lame and ridiculous the forfeits could get during the card games at night, how we got together and danced to "I want to be your friend a little bit more", how it just suddenly blacked out unexpectedly every night and how everyone rushed to get their torches and the list goes on.... lol It was really an unforgettable experience with everyone. All the joy and tears... I really learnt alot over the past 11 days, and i'm glad i've come to know everyone better. (: (: (:

And if given a chance to choose again, i'd still choose to be in this same group with every single one of them.

AHS Chiangrai CIP'07(:

2007-11-05T16:56:00.000+08:00

HI haha i'm not sleeping already.

Went to Queensway ytd with fionna and omg she really made me laugh! Like who else pronounces alarm as 'ahlam' and stones even when it's already the green man! HAHAHAAHAHA ;D

Today, amelia's dad sent the both of us to serangoon area for our job interview. omg the pay sucks i really want to back out now! Whoever said selling uniforms in a school could earn 6-8 bucks per hour! Bullshit lah hahahah. Though yes it's convenient since they would allocate us to schools in the pasir ris area, but... idk haha who wants to work as santarina this dec? HAHA omg. Was supposed to catch a movie after that anyway but things cropped up, so went to fionna's place for a short while. Hannah the Terror couldnt recognize me and kept insisting that there are two viviens LOL.

FYDXX is drving me c-cc-cccrazy. It's 1000000000000000 times nicer than all the others okay i'm serious :) :) yiern agrees! I dont normally get hooked you see and this is, i think the first time? Hahahahah.

This is random but you know how sophia cracks me up with her inability to read/speak chinese! and she actually believed us that feng he ri li = bad and so nodded her head when anna&i said that shien was her feng he ri li friend omg HAHA. and she's urging me to turn in now btw but to no avail ahhah.

蒲公英的约定 is like <3333 it's like xiao yu li ke bai + words! ;D

HI CHENYIN YOURE BACK! imy man wait till i'm back okokok.

I'm meeting felicia downstairs at 0245 before her dad sends us off to the airport hahahah yes we are all going earlier. Thanks my friends for the well wishes AND JOHANNA! Bon voyage to LA you crazy la idk why you need to go there for so long anyway haha have fun bestiexz<3

I think my siblings are gonna miss me man haha they like wrote me notes and all :) argh i really suck at multi tasking so till then yes GOODBYE. :)

2007-11-04T14:55:00.000+08:00

Finally a day to myself at home, since today's plan, which to my favour, has been postponed to Monday ^^

The past week has been too happening i would say. From this to that and that. A couple of stuffs........... Hmm. Whatever to them for now. But, trainings were good! My accuracy is like 99.99% HAHA. ;D

I spent today watching Terry Fox Story, Gossip Girl, My Girl and I (korean movie), Hana Yori Dango II and of course FangYangDeXingXing haha!

http://profile.imeem.com/4-fYQj/music/XKTOKneR/04/
Go listen! It's very nice. Or sad since it's always played during the sadder parts of the show.. HHA.
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸

While on the bus home with Leona the other day, i found out that she plays the same mario game as me on her brother's DS! Haha i never knew man. And the both of us couldnt get into World4 and 6 although we've completed the final world already (!!) Oh and i keep forgetting to say this. I left my psp slim rotting for months already bc i do not know how to use it. Hahahah but nvm i'm not interested to learn anyway! For now at least, since there're still other things to keep me occupied ^^

So is it Chiangrai or Chiangmai man. Lol anyhow it's in 3 more days!

And Chenyin is at Bangkok now till like next Mon!
Hey hey hey hey hey why dont i see you online at night?????? Omg i've this feeling the next time we talk it'd be after i come back from Chiangrai/mai!

I think, i shouldnt have made that decision in the past? Now i feel green when i see *a lot of texts missing* Ahah whatever lah nvm. ;D

Oh and SHANNALIM if you're reading this, THANKYOU TOO!:D

AND CHINYEE
THANKS FOR HELPING ME HAHAHA LOVEYA NO MATTER HOW SLOW YOU ARE<3

2007-10-30T08:18:00.000+08:00

HIYA ALL
I am in a good mood now because I've completed the Mario series in my Nintendo hahaha. Now I'm ready for a new cartridge. :D

Alright so......... School's out! Hahah right
Mon - Chinese tutorial class
Tues - Training, Chiang Rai meeting
Weds - O Level Chinese
Thurs - Training, Chiang Rai meeting
Fri - Training

Yes there goes the first week of the holidays!
I think the school can't bear to part with me...............

Anyway, Sports Enrichment the other day was still quite fun. We paid 5 bucks to hit and get hit. Ahha the inter-class fight was thus very hilarious. I think all of us had knee abrasions! And mine still hasn't healed yet haha. Later on, I had a really fun time pairing up with Chaijia to hit the instructor. The man was very 风趣, he kept saying we were too fast for him hahaha nice person :) Enterprise day on the following day. I think this year, all the classes had nice food. Our home made baked rice and brownies were selling like idk what.. Really fast. Everything was sold out within an hour and we even had 2hrs to slack! And our banner came in 2nd, but there's only prize for the 1st.. Haha. Still :) :)

Our dear President still didn't allow us to play cards on the last day of school.. Haha okay not his fault. So Rachel, Andrea, Amelia and I went next door to 4L to play, and guess what, the guys were as brilliant as us too HAHAHA. Last day of school was also sista's birthday! HAPPY BDAY :D :D :D Gave her a treat to Subway for dinner that day at dte. OH and the much awaited GUIDES COOKIES are finally here after s'long ahhh very delicious man haha. ;D

I'm so hooked on dramas and cards and songs and my DS lately I only started chinese revision today during chinese tutorial class. I really need stress pills now and one isn't enough to get me to start work!!

Fang Yang De Xing Xing is really very nice idk why I only started watching it when it's already the 20th episode, man.

Lol I think I found my answer already.. Because I thought the title of the show was really gay haha but it's true what, like why sheep and stars??

Chiang Rai in like.... 8 more days! I pre-ordered Jay's album already. :D
And you know what, when I return to town, 3 weeks will already fly by.

2007-10-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's Empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I've got a piece of paper
But it's Empty

It's Empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's Empty

It's Empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty

Oh, oh.
Oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh.
Oh, oh.

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty
(Maybe we're trying)
(Trying too hard)
(Maybe we're torn apart)
We're Empty
(Maybe the timing)
(Is beating our hearts)
We're Empty

2007-10-23T09:55:00.000+08:00

Today, back to school again. Day started off with free periods, a video on Mt Kinabalu at tower hall later on, recess, then watched Pursuits of Happiness in the church which I've watched before with Shuyi last year in the cinemas already. I still think it's a pretty good movie. Then 85 for lunch and I'm home now which I very much am regretting. Wanying, I should have gone to your place man. Oh, and my spects broke today.

Yesterday, Andrea's place to do preparations for Enterprise Fair with Janice, Sk and Jz. We didn't really do much actually.. Had 1.5hr of Audition, 1.5hr of Nintendo where we played Pokemon Stadium, and then 2hr of Daidee before leaving at 7++. Haha it was fun okay we are not deprived.

Went shopping with Beloved and Fionna on Sat. Guess who were the ones who overslept this time round! We were supposed to meet at 11, but they assumed that I'd oversleep again lah wahlao thanks ah you all :) :) So I headed off to WS library first, and there was quite a queue outside the library because it wasn't opened yet! Cool, I never knew libraries were popular to such an extent. Anyway, slept for awhile in the library before Fionna came, then we took the train to meet Beloved who's becoming (or has already become) a beyond hope sleeper like me already HAHA. ;D

Supposed to go to Marina, then Cine and Haji Lane but unexpectedly, shopping at Marina alone took up half of our day. Aha to think I thought I was very sick of that place already. Shopped abit first before we contemplated whether to have Carl's Jr or Changing Appetites for breakfast/lunch which we eventually set our mind on Carl's Jr since Changing Appetites' was still rather recent. And hahaha it wasn't a wrong decision 'cause there was this very charming man in his late thirties (yes you didn't see wrongly) who served us! He has the resemblance of Ashton Kutcher! :D :D :D Both Beloved and I found him very charismatic and hahaha she even made me take a photo of him stealthily but it was quite a failed attempt lah. In the end Beloved resorted to taking out her pen and left a note for him on one of the wrappers which read "Hi Nelson, thanks for the good service!" But to our disappointment, when we left, he just cleared the junks on our table without noticing the words HAHA. But still, it was very funny! Haha. Shopping spree after that till like 7+! It was quite productive in a way. The only sad thing was that the 3 digits price for the bag I want is more than what I had expected it to be. So I am still considering, I guess!

Candid. (:

Then, Fionna and I went to meet Chaijia and then trained to Simei to meet Amelia, Perle and Wanying while Beloved stayed at Marina for her team dinner. Had Kobayashi and then left for home while the rest went for tuition. To sum it up, it was a happy day haha :)

Missed school on Friday because I overslept till like 12+. Thanks to the zuowen + yingyongwen + practice paper which made me stay up till 2.30 the night before. I can't bring myself to believe that I'm actually burning midnight oil even after exams. Aiyah for the sake of the A1 for Os Chinese in a week's time lah right :) :( :( But the dumbest thing was I couldn't even hand them in on Friday hahaha my gawdz. And I really must stop hugging the Buddha's leg in order to sleep earlier!!!!

Thursday we had this Financial Course thing that Fionna and I did not participate in for we were too tired, so slept. Hello, it's like idk how many hours long please. And I dislike that old woman, and I know she doesn't like me too because of some stupid incidents haha. OH and she put on airs, it's no wonder why no one likes her...

Weds we went to the Tea Chapter. It was rather interesting so thank goodness. (Pictures up later!) Briefing of Chiangrai Trip for awhile after school ended. Then headed off to Tamp to meet Perle and Juwel with Anna, Sophia and Shien. We had Macs, and after that was just Daidee at the Open Plaza for hours! They were the ones who helped me recall my memory of how to play it! Haha. Trained back to school at 5+ where we waited for school buses to send us to Singapore Indoor Stadium for the basketball match between Singapore Slingers and Melbourne Tigers. Haha it was a relatively exciting match. Oh and the commentor was very obviously being biased, but I thought it was still cool in a way. "Let us hear some home ground advantage..." Haha I kept laughing when I heard that lah. And the kwa kwa kwa was so mean yet funny too! Haha.

Tuesday got back the rest of our papers. (According to my own standards) I am pleased with SS and English, Chem and Higher Chinese were fine, Emath and Physics were disappointing, but oh well I'd be more careful the next time round. Haha no idea why they are in pairs anyway, if you have noticed. But I promise I will work hard from now on, even if it is just for a test..... You can mark my words and bet on it, because I really will. :D

I cannot stand this super long post. But I'm glad that my mood's getting better as I am typing all these. Sorry if the front part sounded dead. :D Oh and I still want to shift my blog so that I can lock my posts, when I can think of a url that is.
Till then!

2007-10-15T09:37:00.000+08:00

Breakfast/lunch/dinner at Subway with Chenyin, Chinyee, Johanna and Ziyun on Friday after school.. Haha. It has been proven that anyone who walks with Chinyee will subconsciously lags behind the rest......... But then again, it has always been like this since sec 1 HAHA. OH and I recalled this:
chenyin: eh i dont like walking around corners
me: why
chenyin: because 转角遇到爱

HAHAHA please laugh. If you don't you either do not know that that's the name of a drama or you are seriously a boring person. :D :D :D

Yesterday was quite a happy day too because I had good food and I watched Just Follow Law and Mr Bean's Holiday. And I watched Secret with my family as well though I watched it in the cinema before already.... Oh and Nintendo is my bestfriend now! And and I hope mom (minus the kids please) brings me out to shop soon so that I do not have to spend my own money zz I'm gonna be very broke very very soon. And yesss I need to get a bag like right now or else I have no bag to go shopping zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Today I went to trim my hair but I don't see any difference lah haha waste money.

Oh yeah almost forgot, got back Amath, Bio and Electgeog on Friday. Geog was not disappointing, but more of kanasai. I had never done badly for geog before, so can you imagine what a blow I received...... Okay maybe not soo much, for I already knew geog was the paper I screwed up most badly other than higher chinese as mentioned in the earlier post. But, the thing was, I lost 12marks because I 1)wrote the wrong question number and because I 2)mistook developing countries for developed countries. I don't know why but I feel I was very down on luck. And I should had slept earlier to have a clear mind during the paper.... Unclear mind = mistaking kidneys for livers like what I did for bio mcq okay laugh out loud. Humanities' very important to me since I only have one so, social studies, I pin my hopes on you already man. Lol........ I should be relieved that I'm still a sec 3 actually, so still very young haha. And Every mistake made is a lesson learnt what, so okayyyyyyy I won't allow myself to make such foolish mistakes anymore.. Haha.
Anyway......... Amath: A1, Biology: A2. I deproved, but still........

This is random but I like LJ cut.. Haha. I'd switch to LJ if I could think of a nice url......... And think it's 'cause exams are over, my hits jumped by 3 times. *some text missing* Hey I think school should stop already!!!!!!
Show's starting at 7 so okay abrupt ending haha till next time.

And because of you
I've got the strength to start

2007-10-12T13:46:00.000+08:00

Hey there.

Finally. ;D The exam period was really omgly for someone who sleeps all the way after lunch to 11pm everyday and then wake up to find herself not yet studied for the paper a few hours more later. Of course panicked lah........ I had to study in the still night till 2 or 3am in the end. No time for in-depth revision but somehow I kept having the thought that "it's only sec 3 EOYs". Haha okay maybe I wouldn't think this way anymore when I receive my papers..... But aiyah whatever it is, I still believe that I'd have ample time to study for Os next year. There's a study break!

Now that exams are over, I thought I'd really sleep like I never did before but nooo, I woke up automatically at 5am today and could only get back to sleep at 7. Hahaha I'm too excited about all the plans I have now I can't sleep.

Mom wants me to skip school next week ahh I wish I could!

It's not like I didn't make any effort... But fine I guess I need to take things easy. Afterall, I believe there's no friendship that wouldn't drift.

Anyway, dined at Changing Appetite yesterday after Emath paper. We actually stayed there for 4hrs lah HAHA with a lot of toilet breaks in between.
And today was marking day! Good day too. ;D

Night.

2007-10-07T09:36:00.000+08:00

Yay, 6 papers down.

SS was like this, Amath was like that, could have done much better for Elect Geog :(, Chem was so exciting please! (tell you why later), English was most relaxing, Bio was torturous and I say that's an understatement of the year.

Bio was 2hr 45mins long my god. And not to forget there was an hr 40mins of English paper before that. Because I took a really long nap the day before, I burned midnight oil but still had 3 major chapters, untouched. And *, so much were tested on those so walao eh can you imagine how screwed I am for essay questions especially. The chapters I expended my effort and time on went to nought.
Miss Poh kept walking past me, and each time "A2 shouldn't even be in your dictionary." rang in my head. I really needed the stamina to finish the paper. I was already scribbling with my eyes shut. I flipped the page and it fell on my lap. Yes, I was that tired, like never before.

After the paper, I thought I could go home and sleep my ass off but dot dot dot there was Physics makeup lesson for my class. Nearly fainted lah and then I mistook ___ for ____ and got them laughing very hard. Gosh and I missed my stop.
Ha ha haaaaaaaaaa. I swear I'd never study subjects like Geog and Bio the day before, or rather, to be precise, the night before, ever again. Although it had been all fine for tests, but for MYE/EOY I can just shoot myself and die first hahaha.

Chem was super exciting because it slipped off my mind that it was late thursday for my cousin and so I waited for her car till 0715. I was still at Pasir Ris! Adrenaline rushed all over me I swear. Dad rushed down to send me to school without even washing his face and I was the last sec 3 to reach man :D Entered the examination hall without bringing in my calculator gave me another adrenaline rush again when I reached MCQ 3. Then Miss Hafizah followed me out of the hall to get it. Like phewzzx, the multiple adrenaline rush in me almost made me forget all the moles formulas. And during then, what I needed most was, concentration.
Sometimes, you just really have to screw this hormone called adrenaline.

But haha! What an experience really ;D
Oh and they said when the guys asked Mr bentan about the geog paper, he told them "your class girls never study geog ah"
LOL that cracked me up somehow.

Okay, right now, I still have Physics, Higher Chinese, and Emath to conquer.

I do hope Beloved's beloved ah eng would unlock the changcheng gate after our papers next week.....

I like Everyday in cantonese version! :D

Okay it's the final stretch already.

2007-09-30T15:31:00.000+08:00

No amount of thinking or reasoning or problem solving or brainstorming or rationalizing or whatever you want to call it could salvage the situation.

I'm.... at a loss for words.

2007-09-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

Exactly two more weeks to EOYs
haha I started studying today but dozed off from 9-10 and missed the last episode of that drama serial on channel 8.

There are more than 30 formulas for Amath Trigonometry chapters whoots -faints.

Today someone told me something which triggered me to tear on the spot.............. ;(

Friday after school: Mid Autumn Festival celebration, PYJAMAS PARTY! ^^

TANCHENYIN LOOK HERE
Hang in there for promos okay it's gonna be over like, haha really soon! I'm still fine, and I hope you're too okay!!
There your name's here already so you'd better start blogging soon lah, alright :)

"There's a difference between pride and confidence, humility and inferiority complex."
Some people sure need this etched in their minds,
~~well at least for now before I lose my grip.~~

I wonder.

A formidable adversary?

2007-09-12T10:55:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY THERE.

I had been tooo00oOoOo0 lazy to blog and I still am actually. Oh hold on I need to copy physics answers from Yiern now and then pass to Beloved and then I bet Miss Love would need it too. Thank Wanying for her answer key!

Okay back. I have much things I want to blog about but I guess all would wait till eh some time soon.

Yesterday I played Nintendo till tweeeam omg SUPER MARIO LAND! It's seriously so soo addictive and I've been playing with it since the holiday started and Fionna wants to come to my house to play tooooooooooooo hahaha.

Oh before I end this very meaningless post,
Pyjamas Party the other day was awesome. ;D Chaijia wore her gheypynk pyjamas(haha) while Beloved was in her HelloKitty's! I was the most normal, I wore the $99.99 pyjamas I bought from LalaLand. <3

BELL RING ALREADY BYE BYE

2007-08-19T14:50:00.000+08:00

Sorry I know I haven't been updating! But anyhow hiyaaaa I'm back (;

Well, many things happened and I seriously do not know where should I begin with o.O haha. Alright... so there were 5/6 tests this week I think. But despite that, I did find some time to unwind myself ;D

13/08, Monday
The day started off wrong, way too wrong. It bent inexorably downward. Thanks so much MM and Leelaoshi for understanding and Thank you classmates + Gina, Fangying, Megan, and Angela for texting if I was alright. It's odd how these friends could tell something was amiss but not my closer friends who walked past. I received so many stares that day. Sorry.. but I do wish to keep it private. And best to forget all about it.
After school, Wanying, Rachel, Fionna, Amelia, and I had lunch at White Sands KFC. Fionna and Rachel had things on afterwards and so the remaining three of us headed to the library and studied for Higher Chinese test the following day. While doing so, I was still considering if I should go to Mediacorp with Amelia later.. which I eventually agreed to do so despite that we only managed to finish studying the words for one pathetic chapter haha. So we were seen holding a ciyushouce + some worksheets + a highlighter on the train, the bus, the road, everywhere until we reached Mediacorp which was high up on a hill (wth i didn't know!). We walked for about 2.4km up, up, up, and I felt very accomplished when I finally reached the place and then turned to tell Amelia (who was very excited already), "You better ask your dad to fetch us home later." Hahaha.

We watched CSS2 performance. Omg it's Live Telecast please! Haha. Oh and were just sitting at the 5th row, from the front, a column beside the middle. Amelia went literally crazy screaming for Benjamin while I just stoned throughout. Sorry Ameeeeee I know you were very, very bored by me hahaha. Everyone else was in a really high spirit, while I, on the contrary, was rather silent.. Haha. Down 'cause there wasn't Zijie, he was at backstage sianz. He's ousted last week (!!) and many of them went around high5ing in class and that includes SK, Jiajie, and JINFENG?! Omg hahaha they had fun gloating over my misery ;( Anyway.. that's only one of the many photos Amelia took. But well the rest were mainly snapshots of Ben's performance and OHYA, she took a photo with Ben's brother instead of Ben HAHAHAHA i really laughed out loud at her flower-eatings ;D I enjoyed the night anyhow (seriously), afterall it's an experience!

15/08, Wednesday
I remember taking bus 17 home with Andrea after having lunch with her and Perle after school. We waited for around 45 insane mins (damnnn it wasn't the first time) before the holy bus came. Then, the bus driver had to incur my wrath. I dropped in 55cents for my ezlink card had no money left already but he actually ordered for my ezlink card. Compelled to do so, I felt intimidated since I was already in my school uniform. I flashed my card unwillingly and he just gave a flippant attitude about it like wtf? I wondered why did I pander to his liking. I remembered him making Edmund pay 85cents the other time just 'cause Edmund lost his ezlink card but he was in his school-u too. Andrea and I are seriously gonna lodge a complaint, otherwise it beats the point of learning letter writing and gonghan in school, right? Haha say Hell yeah.

16/08, Thursday
Caught Rush Hour 3 with my lovely classmates after school! Hahaha it was good and very funny indeed. We even smuggled Macdonald meal into the cinema hahaha (; After the movie, we made our way to Mac where they did their bao zhang du hou gan. I left shortly after as I had to be home by 7 or else there would be no one at home to open the door for me.. Haha. I was such a loser then, I actually fell asleep till 11 after I bathed without even a first line written for my zuowen. So burned midnight oil after that.. but aiyah that's like the norms already. Haha.
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Here's something funny I recalled.
Fionna: eh akon's coming to singapore
Perle: ya i heard
Me: hahaha yes i know at downtown east right
Wanying: huh akon(haagen) dazs?
Yiern: oh new brand of ice cream ah
The rest: LOL

Joeytay: only 3000 tickets to be given you think you all can go meh
Me: eh why you always eavesdrop one nobody talking to you lah
Joeytay: is you all talk so loud what
Me: loud your head lah you see jinfeng never even say anything
Joeytay: because he doesn't even know who is akon
Jinfeng: i know who is akon la!!!!
Joeytay: how i know right aaron thought akon was a plant
Everyone: LOLOLOL
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I went back to Primary School with Felicia, Liangkai and Edmund 2 days before National Day for their annual Sing Singapore! Ahh.. felt nostalgic. The good old times (;

AHS celebrated National Day the next day, and it was.. really bad. I think we only enjoyed the parade part! The singing and such were like so wrong. There were only people mocking fun at seemingly everything and I didn't feel the spirit I always had have during National Day celebrations back in Primary School. Bored enough, so a few of us stayed in class during the tree planting ceremony later.

Went to the Airport with Felicia afterwards (:, to have lunch before sending her parents off. Walked around at Century Square after that before heading to the library where Felicia found some good books and I slept. Oh and we kept seeing Fangying, Yiern, and Shanna that day! Haha. Met up with Amelia and Fionna after their GB racky and the 4 of us caught Secret! ;DDDD Yeah was really glad! The tickets were sooo difficult to get man, for we watched on the day it was officially released. The people in my theatre kept laughing at Jay at some parts of the movie. Haha everyone must go watch! (Y)(Y) Went to sit and talked at Macccccc after the movie till 9.
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Haha this is like, the longest post ever. And so rojak. I wish there's a function like LJ cut here. I wonder who in the right mind would really read till here hahaha. Okay so... Bio project's over and done with, tomorrow we're meeting up for SS's. There's 3 tests next week, hopefully the last 3 before EOYs!

Friends who had not talked to me for so long suddenly talked to me today. My dad had never asked if I wanted to watch any movies before, but he just did yesterday.

High School Musical 2 will be showing on 9th Sept. The twins' birthdays fall on 2nd Sept. My second sista is having her PSLE prelims in two days time.

I had 12hours of sleep today! Okay I think I'd better end here before I get too incoherent.. Haha.

雨下过之后街角出现彩虹
泪流干之后有彩虹
This keeps me going on.

Till then (;

2007-07-27T10:22:00.000+08:00

Hi there.

The week has been really free, with only a physics test, and hey tomorrow's friday again! not that i really look forward to the weekends though, since now i'm having doubts if i'd be able to survive the following week! look, there's a chem test on tues, double s test on thurs, and an elective geog test on friday after school........ and we might even have to forsake catching The Simpsons Movie on monday since it's like the only day we get to go home earlier and, yeah yeah study for tests. ):

But on a brighter note, there's zijie on monday! hahahaha ;D

Anyway, seems like everyone has their birthdays fallen on this week.
22/07 Happy Bday Zhenzhen!
23/07 Happy Bday Pearly!
24/07 Happy Bday Xinling!
26/07 Happy Bday Junshu!
27/07 Happy Bday Janice/Doreen/Leona!
28/07 Happy Bday Xiaoting!

Haha Amelia was sick yesterday and so i went home with Andrea. today, Andrea's sick and so i went home with Amelia. lol i think this is totally random but i find it quite funny! ha. GET WELL SOON PEOPLE STOP FALLING SICK ONE BY ONE!

Zhuting, Wanying, Amelia and I had a great laugh during english lesson today. it's actually quite fun to 'talk back' with Pat wong because she doesn't seem to get angry. in fact i think she's very entertained by us hahahahahaha

SK: 3A.. listen up, Miss Wong didn't come to school today but she passed a msg to Janice (eng rep) telling us to hold the debates ourselves. do you all want? it's okay if the class doesn't want to.. but when she asks us about it tmr then all of us would have to tell her in unison that we held the debates already okay?
(Obviously everyone cheered and the class transformed to an unfettered free market almost instantly, with guys reveling in kicking bottle caps right infront of the classroom while others were in their fascinating world of pokemon. I did the best thing on Earth of course - Sleep.)
5 mins later....
Miss Wong: Morning class!
(I bet everyone turned to glare at SK at that moment.)
Zhuting & I: MS WONG I THOUGHT YOU NOT COMING?!!? WL YOU PRANKED US AH
Miss Wong: (giggles) I just wanted to see what you guys would be up to hurhur

LOL?!!?!

HAHA THAT'S ALL BYE.
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Yeah thanks for letting me realise how deep our friendship is & how far it could go, huh?
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

2007-07-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

The following week is gonna rock...

D-e-t-r-i-m-e-n-t-a-l.

Owing to the bao zhang du hou gan that was dued today, I slept at an ungodly hour of 3am last night/morning. Hahaha, my bad because I only started writing at 1am! I almost decided not to do then but fortunately I did, otherwise I'd have another 5 marks deducted from my previous hcl test..............

O levels chinese listening compre on monday was fine, though passage 2 was rather tricky. Many people exclaimed earlier on that they forgot to bring their uniforms while I had the honour to announce that I, forgot, to, bring, my, pencilcase. damn loser right, but thanks Andrea for lending me her stationeries including the not very essential ruler ;D Kiat hoh was the best, he was still sleeping when the lullaby ended and LC officially commenced! I didn't notice that even though he was just sitting right infront of me until Amelia made some psst psst irritating noise behind me, and I had to kick his chair twice before he finally woke up, looking very lost lol.

We wanted to catch HP after that but people had dance/tution/piano so we gave it a miss but I'm fine with that since those who watched already said it was bad and plus i'm not an ardent fan of HP so neither am i gonna make a hoo-ha out of the 7th and also the last book which would officially be released tomorrow. but yes, Simpsons with 3A mates and Jay Chou's movie with Amelia soon! ^^

Cafe Cartel with Xinling, Perle and Wanying the other day was really good (and cheap)! ;D At least we didn't have our usuals - PizzaHut again hahaha ;D

Oh and, there was an abyss of unison among the upper secondary students last Thursday during 2nd recess and it made me realise that AHS would be United as One only when they share a common interest and hey guess what's that?

Now thinking back, I wished I had taken a picture of that probably once in a century kind of scene for their exaltation in watching dogs had already transcended logical reasoning.

To fellow top 15% who have missed that very enthralling performance and are very likely at a lost to what i have just said, I'm sorry but I won't go into further details so I'll just leave the above to your imagination.

Lol I'm blogging very randomly -.-

Racial Harmony Day... good effort to those who helped out for the Kolam design and five stones booth! the food sold by the PSG was much nicer than the canteen's! Dance fusion was, OK lah. at least there wasn't a wide spread of apathy among the audience. yeah say thank you to 1C who clinched champion by er, definitely not subtle reasons. ha ha ha.

The next two days, probably the most hectic weekends this term yet. lalala sorry for this abrupt ending but this post is getting long so i'd just have to skip some events, yeah byeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

2007-07-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

hello! yeah i'm still alive & kicking
i've got better things to do now, so i'll update another day.
hahaha i know this post is like meaningless, but... haha till then!

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Go away la there gotta be a wide berth between you & i 'cause with your presence i feel eminently jdiofheiohrifbrubr you know you know DO YOU KNOW?!?!!!? no of course you don't but it's alright i will try bring myself to like you k cheers.

2007-07-08T11:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EARTH DAY ^^

I have absolutely no mood to blog today but, yeah, 3/4 of the class missed physics and assembly and went for our O level chinese oral on weds. the passage stinked to high heaven la haha i was fazed by the passage for a fleeting moment, because like hey it's not even higher chinese leh it's chinese why all the words so tough one!! there were like at least 5 characters i didn't know how to read omg i think i broke record. the conversation was relatively easy though, but still.... it's highly implausible that i'd do well for my reading this time round not forgetting that my voice still sounded croaky haha aiyah no lady luck oh well i shall be impervious to it!

Oh yes, did i mention that one of the teachers who tested our group so looked like pat wong? HAHA the resemblance was uncanny! just that she's the chinese version plus she's a little tanner. on the contrary, the other tester was very fair and had her smile pretty restrained.

Bio practical make-up on tues after school was somehow evocative of lower sec days 'cause 3K was there too and my table coincidentally had Minle, Sijing and Jonathan! one who is still as shrewed, the other one still having much trouble speaking chinese, and the last one, er, still striving to be Jay Chou. HAHAHA. after practical ended at around 5pm, i went to the clinic to get some lozenges and medicine and then home it was.

Thursday was the best lah, physics practical first, followed by chem practical, then bio lesson. went to watch the juniors' match against GMSS after school with Perle and Shien, Anna joined us later. i thought both schools were on par. so the juniors were leading 12-1 but still lost by a small margin eventually. well, better luck next year.

Dental first on friday after school so my teeth is bleaching white now. training later spelt b-o-r-i-n-g 'cause very few people came. and the weather made me feel really groggy. the bus ride home made me a racist.

Oh and i went out with Singapore's Glutton Queen to Far East Plaza the day GST hike commenced. anyway, damn this whole idea, because it'd only further impoverish people like me who is not a decadent rich. anyway, with the glutton around, obviously we ate a lot. Fried Mars Bar + Cheesy Sausage in Mashed Potato + Subway! i bought only a pair of shorts but i'm saving up for that very pretty bag Singapore's Glutton Queen is eyeing on as well HAHA. (;

Tafn.

A fleeting glimpse of a dearly missed.

2007-07-01T15:31:00.000+08:00

Eh warning this post is gonna be long so just close this window now hahaha.

I woke up at 2pm today and got a harsh lecture from my mother. obviously, i felt neither admonished nor did i lower my head to the obligatory level for penance because i thought i was unjustly treated. however when i tried opening my mouth to talk back, i realised i was having this very sexy voice, and so my voice could hardly be raised. omg what a loser haha.

Oh well. sometimes, the stress doesn't just come alone from school. for the past few days while i was busy with work, she didn't relate nor try to understand, instead rushed me to wash the dishes, do my clothes, and even blamed me for using the only computer left at home ever since mine broke down 2 months ago, seemingly saying that i was an encumbrance to my dad as he needed the computer for his work too. so fine, i could only use the computer to do my work after they hit the bed. but why couldn't the words be put more pleasantly across? it seemed more like a launch of vituperative attack.

It's only the first week of school, but it has already caused consternation among my family. even with my 3 siblings too, because i either flare up at them for making too much noise while i am there trying hard to do my work, or i'd lose my patience while teaching them english, math, blah, everytime especially when i'm busy. i remember there was this day last week when they went beyond the pinnacle of my patience and hence i very bluntly commented strings of rather mean statements which, to be succint, meant "idiots" or to be put slightly nicer, "bereft of hope". ... it must had been hurtful, but i'll really try to curb my temper should there be a next time, 'cause afterall, Family still prevails over anything else.

Okokok life's not all gloomy and despondency lah. at least, we are all more fortunate than those people from Simei Care Centre right. haha yes, yesterday we were the second batch of 3A to visit SCC after school. it was rather fun and i did learn more about the people there after the visit as well. helped to staple plastic sheets together later on which was tedious work, but i kinda got addicted to it after awhile haha. the 8 of us went to Eastpoint after that for Kobayashi + Perle, Fionna and Amelia's recommended chocolate oreo from Each-A-Cup! and it seemed like once all of us sat down together for a meal, we would never get up hahaha. made a move later on to Popular for Andrea to get her stationeries and then to NTUC for Zhuting to get her cereals before heading home at around 9.

That was Friday after school. Thursday morning, i had breakfast with Chinyee, Ziyun and Johanna. we had only 2 more minutes to be marked late for school and so we cabbed up the hill. merely half a minute of ride caused us $4.50 = waste of money. i liked weds the best last week as lessons seemed to pass more quickly. there was the SYF showcase during assembly too and Wanying & SK were our emcees! ^^ i was most pressed for time on Tues as there was training after school and thus i worked without respite once i got home. Monday, Perle, Amelia and i went to queue for donuts for 2hrs and i bought 2 dozens for my family of 6 ;D

For now, i only wish for the weekends + Monday to pass slowly as i am packed with things on after school literally everyday of next week. Though sad to say, it's already 21mins past 12, which means we have just bade farewell to Saturday, the last day of June. as for Sunday, i am either going out to check out class tee with SK or go catch a movie with 3A mates or both or even none, that is if my mom doesn't allow, given my current health condition. Monday is Youth's Day + Chinyee's birthday!! ^^

On a random note, Lethargy is inherent, what's more it's not just me alone that's feeling this way, so why not just try to make the best out of everything i do since i'm given the opportunities? ^^ hahahaha, maybe i don't make sense, but still... .... 1) i'm still rooting for ZIJIE! 2) songs do wonders! 3) i'm having muscle aches at my stomach area thanks to yesterday's PE and it's hurting me each time i cough!

Till then (;

2007-06-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

WHOOHOO FINALLY FRIDAY ;D

The past few days were pretty much like hell, sleep eluded me and i hardly had more than 4hrs of it everyday, which is a really big contrast to my usual sleeping habits........

GEMS Project was finally done with on Mon. actually, it didn't really kill the 5 of us since we only spent less than a day to finish it. amelia and i couldn't find a single shat on the net and hence we resorted to using our general knowledge and fabricated everything out in brilliant english while indulging in the donuts we bought earlier on in the afternoon after school from Donut Factory hahaha. we stopped work at 730pm and then i rushed to bathe and was just in time to watch css2! and eh i think ZIJIE (haha byebye yiyuan) is cute okay he is sucha joker and i like him but my very nice friends (ahem) revel in condemning the things i like dammit screw all of you lah bad taste losers booo ^^

But after a few hours of tv that day, it was :( already. i stayed up till 1am to find pictures/reorganise/edit/compile all the informations done by my group members and damn, it wasn't as easy as i had always thought it'd be. everything was in a mess, and it did get on my nerves when i found out that some didn't do their allocated tasks accordingly... =/

Got home at 8pm on Tues 'cause there was training. bathed and had my dinner in a rush as time was running out and i was really dog-tired. continued on the project after that before rushing out my maths homework. slept at 2am :( same routine for Weds, only that i fell asleep for an hour in the midst of doing maths. mom woke me up and it was already 1130pm. she made tea for me then, so that i'd be more awake. however, i gave up on maths still and forsaked studying for the bio test and went to finish the last league of the project. when i'm finally all done with it, i was almost dancing on cloud nine.

Very sadly, the tea had its effect in me, so i couldn't sleep again and was only able to fall asleep at 4am!!! gosh, my biological clock must be effing screwed already. i only had 2hrs of sleep before getting reading to go to school on Thurs, which had 70mins of Physics + 70mins of Chemistry + 35mins of Biology, consecutively. i almost died and i thought i had lost my sanity already. after school that day, i went home and slept for hours. woke up and did math and ss which i owed the teachers and then slept at 3am.

Today, i thank God it's Friday.

It's past 12am already, so i guess i'll update again tomorrow yes. don't worry, life's still good! :) Goodnight!

2007-06-24T14:37:00.000+08:00

Gentle reminder: 1 more day to school.

Sushi Clique outing to Seoul Garden + Edmund's place after that on tuesday after training, Lunch with family & grandparents at some restaurant on weds, Kbox + Anderson's + Shopping + Movie with Felicia on friday since training was changed to thurs!

Nancy Drew was rather good, even though the bunch of girls beside me was really annoying! they kept screaming/laughing at a very-high-and-i'm-a-twit pitch. anyway, it was long since i last bought tops from Zara so on the day out with felicia, we literally shopped till we dropped haha ;DD

I just came online and people all went like... "have you finished your homework?????????" omg give me a break hahaha.

On a random note, i find sleeping a colossal waste of time. or perhaps it's only to me for i sleep far too much ^^. come to think of it now, waking up at 3pm only when someone disrupts my sleep is insane. so, there was this night, or rather, morning, when i only managed to fall asleep after the sky has lightened with the first stirrings of dawn. it was like 7am ha ha ha, i must have tossed and turned in bed for an indeterminate amount of time.

I'm still left with SS + the chinese digest to read + the damn project which doesnt seem to have any distinct progress. and i need to do corrections for my mye papers! Zhuting's supposed to come over to my place tomorrow to watch dramas on my cable and to do abit of work, but she fell sick :(! Get well soon Beloved!!! i'll see you on monday then!

Ahhhh... how I embrace the Holiday.

This is what I call, the Definition of Dread. Bye, i'm gonna be a nocturnal for the 123456789th time tonight. but i know there will be someone with me HAHAHA ^^ till then!

2007-06-17T18:21:00.000+08:00

Hi there it's currently 2.48am, Sunday now. i don't know why am i still on the computer. dad's leaving for China in about 2 hours time. we had a simple father's day celebration just now. the past few days were not like weds when i could finish my sciences and maths while texting and watching the tv and using the computer. i'm supposed to be working on the JB proposal now but i end up chatting with sk and jj online. being the group leader is :(. most of my group members are beyond contact.

I hate myself for waking up at 2pm on the days that i don't go out and then thinking oh, half my day is gone. actually more than that. it's been three days and my zhouji can't seem to get passed one page.

And the teacher wants 1200 words at least.

My bad. my eyes are stinging already, maybe i should go get some sleep and then wake up early to start work. time is running out partly because i've already got plans for the last week of the holiday, which, actually, are not supposed to be my priorities, but, oh well. i hope i don't wake up at 2pm again and find myself sleeping on the floor. ha ha ha.

Pardon this incoherent post. it's early morning.

Have a safe trip Dad, and Louise, if you see this.
Ahhhhh, at least there's still you, so, (:

2007-06-14T11:25:00.000+08:00

Training in the morning yesterday! it was good (Y), felt like i did sweat all the unhealthy nonsensical junks in my body out haha. went home, bathed, changed, then was supposed to meet anna and chenyin but anna's sick so we went out with chinyee instead. EH GET WELL SOON OKAY BIMBO LIM HAHA ;D

Went to Marina Square for Teatime Sakae Buffet! (with an empty stomach) manssssss we ate alot alot alot hahaha. talked! (: realised when chinny's feeling bloated she stones. and her sushi drops.

like this HAHA.

<3

Walked around for awhile 'cause it was getting late. yeah yeah time really passes very quickly when you're having a good time haha. thanks for the day you two! love it when i'm with you all ;D

oh some really random pictures taken during chalet! i really like the shrek hairband lah hahaha.

Started on my very first homework today. i'm feeling quite accomplished now for i managed to finish 2 chem ws + 1 bio ws + 1 heymath ws in a day while watching tv hahaha! and yesssssss i like polynomials & partial fractions (Y)

Loads more to do. till next time!